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so no…i didn’t wake up. well…i did stay awake, but didn’t get out of bed until about an hour later. it’s more of an alarm now for me and my boy to cuddle. as soon as it goes off, we both wake up, roll over and cuddle till the last possible minute that i have to leave for work. maybe i should set two, the ‘cuddle’ alarm, and the the actual ‘get out of bed alarm right now, if you don’t you’re gonna be late’ alarm…hmmm….

Out of an oatmeal container in photo class a few years ago. It was pretty neeaaattt…I wish I still had the pictures though…they were pretty crazy :)

I can not believe what I’m reading. Listen to yourselves. You sound pathetic and discusting! I used to be bulemic, hardcore, i got down to about 90 lbs and i’m 5’6”. I was nothing but a skeleton, you could see every bone in my body. I had NO energy, all I did was sleep and party. It’s completely mind and time consuming. All you can think about is food, and the worst food for you at that, because your starving your body, all it wants is those fatty foods, chocolate, fast food shit. And then all you can think about is finding a way to throw it up so you don’t feel physically, & emotionally sick. It fuks up your throat, BAD. All the acidics from your stomach constantly coming back up through your throat and going out your mouth eats away at the lining of your esophogus and starts eating away at your teeth. Your voice will become raspy, and eventually can eat a hole right through your throat, your breath will wreak, & your teeth will rot. I’m not exaggerating one bit. I’ve lost two (teeth) already. Discusting. And to this day I still get acid reflux because of it. Throwing up causes your electrolytes to be thrown off completely and your body is in shock most of the time. (throwing your electrolytes off and a rush of blood to the head, yea that’s what that “RUSH” is that you’re feeling) You can throw yourself into cardiac arrest, have a heart attack and die. I was there, I know this message isn’t going to make you stop. But you’ll see for yourself eventually. And no matter how good you think you’re hiding it, it’s not going to last long. GET SOME HELP! Eat healthy and excersise! This isn’t the way to live your life. Trust me.