I'm doing 16 things
well about a month ago i met this great woman, i am talking about the kind of woman who i would tell my mother about, and in fact i already have. well we have hit a bit of a snag her financial situation is not good, so things are on hold for a bit. but what is great about her is that i can be myself around her, and she can be herself around me, she has opened up immensely to me. I however have a big problem with opening up,after all i only opened up to my best friend who i have known for about a hear and a half, about a week ago. I think the best thing to do at this point is to open up to her, to let my guard down and let her know who i am inside. When i am with her, i don’t care about anything else, i don’t worry about what is going on with my classes, or my projects, or work. she lets me relax and just be me. Oh and double word score, i get to go and see her from the 12th until the 15th this week (two thumbs way way up)
prototyping87's Life List
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1. visit my grandmother
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2. graduate from college
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3. pay back my mother
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4. figure out what i am looking for
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5. find what i am looking for
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6. Fall in love for real
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7. finish my semester projects
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8. get back into shape
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9. wake up earlier
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10. be secure financially
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11. travel to Washington D.C.
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12. take a road trip to Alaska
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13. take a road trip to Arizona
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14. travel to Japan
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15. backpack through Europe
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16. be original
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How I did it: it is all very easy once you know what your doing. it is all relative to where your hunting, and what the deer are like where you are hunting, for example i have not hunted on my land in almost a decade, the deer are curious by nature, and want to know just what the heck you are? so i really don't need a stand but i decided to give it a shot this year to see if it was something i liked. Read how I did it…
How I did it: well I realize that this site is quiet addicting, but first things first get off the internet, and just get a move on. then of course make sure you figure out a good way of staying on task while rewarding yourself, in my case i have to use my computer, so what i do is i take my computer off the charger, and then set up the tv/dvd player with some office, so heres the way it goes, work on the homework until your computers battery is … Read how I did it…
well this goal is about finding what i seek in a woman. Tonight i had a bit of an epiphany, i was chatting with my most recent ex, she and i were talking about us, when it hit me even though i was going to propose to her about a year ago, i realized that i no longer have feelings for her in any part of my soul other than friendship. This of course means i can now start to really look, i don’t want a rebound i am looking for something with real meaning. Well i am going to bed, and i am going to sleep well tonight.
i have wanted to do this for a few years, but just can’t afford to do it yet, within a few years i will definitely be going and doing this.
