i’ve been getting really sick recently and it’s probably attributed to poor nutrition. i’ve relapsed since my last entry. i can’t seem to stop by myself. i’ve talked to my mom about it recently which was very difficult. i’m going to start seeking professional help soon. i feel as if i’ve lost control over myself and my life in so many ways.
prove_yourself's Life List
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1. get my driver's license
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2. figure out what i want to do with my life
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3. overcome bulimia
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4. save $1000
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5. moisturize daily
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6. weigh 128 lbs
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7. make more art
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8. move out of this dump
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9. perform more random acts of kindness
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10. learn photoshop
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11. see radiohead live
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12. watch all of the Freaks and Geeks episodes
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13. read 12 books this year
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14. learn to swim
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15. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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16. go to burning man
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17. be an extra in a movie
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18. Donate 1,000,000 grains of rice through freerice.com
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Recent entries
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4 weeks ago
discouraged.
5 months ago
this morning, i was 132.5
i can’t stop binging and purging. it’s making it more difficult to log my calorie intake and i’m gaining so much weight.
i’m 135.5 right now which means i did the master cleanse for nothing!!!
i really want to be back in the 120’s before my prom, which is on the 30th.
this goal is so simple! i can’t believe i’ve been trying to attain it for so long. wish me luck, people.
