For me, I don’t think “he” exists.
prttynpoplr's Life List
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1. stop waiting for him to text or call.
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2. weigh 127 pounds.
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3. do something fabulous for my upcoming birthday!
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4. put myself out there.
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5. stop shoulding on myself.
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6. give my townhome a little lift.
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7. stop trashing myself because I am in debt and start praising myself for the efforts I've made to get OUT of debt!
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8. To live instead of exist
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9. write a book
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10. be a lifestyle consultant
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11. Be GRATEFUL
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12. not take things so personally
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13. be honest with myself and others
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14. stop comparing myself to others
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15. not OBSESS about what others think of me
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16. Stop thinking in an "all or nothing" way.
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17. quit my job
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18. meet "him".
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19. accept the fact that I am indeed aging and do something about it so I'll be aging gracefully
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20. stop throwing my daily pity party
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21. post random thoughts
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22. dance for 20 minutes every day
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23. compete in a national ballroom competition
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24. get corrective eye surgery or lasik
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25. KEEP MY HANDS OFF OF MY FACE
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26. get another tattoo
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27. learn how to knit
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28. be more productive
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29. visit my grandparents more
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30. bring back formal "cocktail hour"
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31. dance with the Pussycat Dolls
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32. dance with Benji Schwimmer
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33. travel to all the places on my 43Places list within five years
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34. have at least one line in a major motion picture
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35. go to the Final Four and watch "my" team win the national championship!
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36. have a really hot, super passionate sexually monogamous relationship.
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How I did it: I'm always looking to someone else to praise me or give me their approval. WTF? I don't need someone else to tell me anything. I can tell myself! Read how I did it…
How I did it: Over the past two years, I've really been able to reconnect with people, not just online but in person too. I've realized that I have still have close friends I've known for over 30 years! My friends know my faults and love me anyway and I've accepted that too. I would do anything for my friends, they know this. I feel guilty that I don't see or talk to some of close friends as much as I'd like but I… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I unfortunately dug myself a hole I couldn't get out of by myself. Perfectionism is a real, troubling issue I think many people face and it can cause a lot of pain and suffering. I got help and found others like me! I still struggle with it but it's manageable now. No one is perfect but you can be perfectly imperfect! Read how I did it…
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Why????? He’s a nice guy, he hasn’t done anything bad to me but he’s not treating me the way I want to be treated! I could be doing so many things besides draggin’ ass waiting for him to call:
Finish my book (HELLO? My life dream…could start my career? I’m almost finished…HELLO??)
Get on my elliptical (I’m a skinny fat person…I’m really out of shape and I hate the way I look right now!)
Scan photos for my FB page
Organize closet and drawers (I’m overwhelmed with clutter.)
Practice my dance routine (My showcase is in three weeks!!)
Return calls to my REAL friends
Since I watched “He’s Just Not That Into You”, I now have a visual of what desperation looks like (Gennifer Goodwin’s character) and I DON’T LIKE WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE! But that’s exactly what I’m doing right now…
What the f am I doing? I did a pro/con list about this boy and the only things I liked were that he was hot, a foot taller than me, hot, two times my weight, hot, “feisty”, hot and inked (A LOT)....oh and he is also hot.
I’m staring at my BB like it’s going to reveal the mysteries of the world to me. Geesh.
