1—They’re all at least nine years younger than me.
2—It takes me several times to get “into the groove” with someone, you know what I mean?
3—I have to fake a lot when I’m with them.
The thing is is that I’m friendly with all of them. We laugh and joke and they say nice things about me and vice versa. I just want a casual relationship with someone…I want to have some fun because I have had close to zero fun in the last two and a half years. I don’t stalk people…in fact, I keep a pretty large distance between me and whoever. They can do whatever, just treat me with respect when you’re with me. BUT obviously the common factor in all of these failures is me so I am the one at fault…but what am I doing?????
Nov 13, 06:51PM PST | 0 comments
I didn’t do anything fabulous. I was too busy staring at my phone.
Jul 21, 02:41PM PDT | 0 comments
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING
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This douche bag, who shouted from the rooftops that he wanted us to always be honest with each other, is the WORST communicator EVER! Why can’t guys say “I don’t want to see you anymore.” That’s all you have to say, FYI… Because the emotional torment we gals cause ourselves is 100 million times worse than anything a guy could ever do or say! I promise you! JCOTC!!!
Honestly the only reason I’m upset is because I’ve been dumped by a super H-O-T younger guy who is fair to medium well in bed. (Lots of potential though…) Why can’t I move along? Because I’m nine years older than him and I’m having an aging anxiety attack, I think.
I’m so pissed at myself! I am as productive as I would be if I were frozen in a block of ice.
Ok, thank you for letting me vent.
Jul 21, 02:40PM PDT | 0 comments
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