I didn’t do anything fabulous. I was too busy staring at my phone.
prttynpoplr's Life List
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1. stop waiting for him to text or call.
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2. weigh 127 pounds.
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3. do something fabulous for my upcoming birthday!
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4. put myself out there.
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5. stop shoulding on myself.
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6. give my townhome a little lift.
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7. stop trashing myself because I am in debt and start praising myself for the efforts I've made to get OUT of debt!
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8. To live instead of exist
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9. write a book
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10. be a lifestyle consultant
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11. Be GRATEFUL
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12. not take things so personally
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13. be honest with myself and others
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14. stop comparing myself to others
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15. not OBSESS about what others think of me
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16. Stop thinking in an "all or nothing" way.
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17. quit my job
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18. meet "him".
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19. accept the fact that I am indeed aging and do something about it so I'll be aging gracefully
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20. stop throwing my daily pity party
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21. post random thoughts
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22. dance for 20 minutes every day
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23. compete in a national ballroom competition
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24. get corrective eye surgery or lasik
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25. KEEP MY HANDS OFF OF MY FACE
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26. get another tattoo
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27. learn how to knit
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28. be more productive
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29. visit my grandparents more
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30. bring back formal "cocktail hour"
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31. dance with the Pussycat Dolls
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32. dance with Benji Schwimmer
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33. travel to all the places on my 43Places list within five years
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34. have at least one line in a major motion picture
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35. go to the Final Four and watch "my" team win the national championship!
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36. have a really hot, super passionate sexually monogamous relationship.
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How I did it: I'm always looking to someone else to praise me or give me their approval. WTF? I don't need someone else to tell me anything. I can tell myself! Read how I did it…
How I did it: Over the past two years, I've really been able to reconnect with people, not just online but in person too. I've realized that I have still have close friends I've known for over 30 years! My friends know my faults and love me anyway and I've accepted that too. I would do anything for my friends, they know this. I feel guilty that I don't see or talk to some of close friends as much as I'd like but I… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I unfortunately dug myself a hole I couldn't get out of by myself. Perfectionism is a real, troubling issue I think many people face and it can cause a lot of pain and suffering. I got help and found others like me! I still struggle with it but it's manageable now. No one is perfect but you can be perfectly imperfect! Read how I did it…
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WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?
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This douche bag, who shouted from the rooftops that he wanted us to always be honest with each other, is the WORST communicator EVER! Why can’t guys say “I don’t want to see you anymore.” That’s all you have to say, FYI… Because the emotional torment we gals cause ourselves is 100 million times worse than anything a guy could ever do or say! I promise you! JCOTC!!!
Honestly the only reason I’m upset is because I’ve been dumped by a super H-O-T younger guy who is fair to medium well in bed. (Lots of potential though…) Why can’t I move along? Because I’m nine years older than him and I’m having an aging anxiety attack, I think.
I’m so pissed at myself! I am as productive as I would be if I were frozen in a block of ice.
Ok, thank you for letting me vent.
