punkrocknerd13

is wanting more from life ~always!~



I'm doing 42 things
 

punkrocknerd13's Life List

  1. 1. donate money/supplies to my old high school
    1 person
  2. 2. go on a hot air balloon ride
    1 cheer
    133 people
  3. 3. work in the fashion industry
    1 entry
    25 people
  4. 4. study different religions
    1 cheer
    27 people
  5. 5. go camping
    2,506 people
  6. 6. get the cervical cancer vaccine
    4 people
  7. 7. paint a self portriat
    2 people
  8. 8. dive into the ocean from a cliff
    1 cheer
    61 people
  9. 9. learn a second language
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    544 people
  10. 10. go to college!
    1 cheer
    3,976 people
  11. 11. live passionately
    1 cheer
    5,585 people
  12. 12. actually like the way i dress
    1 person
  13. 13. have my friends and family donate to a charity of my choice as my birthday present
    1 person
  14. 14. have more energy
    912 people
  15. 15. go backpacking in europe
    2 cheers
    145 people
  16. 16. live the moment
    20 people
  17. 17. live for today
    133 people
  18. 18. Roll on your side down a grassy bank
    19 people
  19. 19. be a great girlfriend
    1 cheer
    37 people
  20. 20. have real self esteem
    1 entry
    1 person
  21. 21. save money to finish this list
    1 cheer
    1 person
  22. 22. get a passport
    1 cheer
    1,753 people
  23. 23. go hang gliding
    1 cheer
    399 people
  24. 24. go skinny dipping
    1 entry
    3,073 people
  25. 25. go to a music festival
    1 cheer
    170 people
  26. 26. go skydiving
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    6,571 people
  27. 27. be a better person
    3,569 people
  28. 28. become one of those crazy zen people who are balanced mind, body and soul
    2 people
  29. 29. learn to play piano (read sheet music first)
    1 person
  30. 30. let my hair grow long again
    100 people
  31. 31. take a pottery class
    359 people
  32. 32. take a dance class
    807 people
  33. 33. visit a castle
    2 cheers
    64 people
  34. 34. run a marathon
    10,451 people
  35. 35. live in another country
    1 cheer
    1,479 people
  36. 36. get another tattoo
    3,419 people
  37. 37. save the world
    1,352 people
  38. 38. do one thing every day that scares me
    268 people
  39. 39. visit all 50 states
    7,149 people
  40. 40. Volunteer
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    4,883 people
  41. 41. Be less shy
    1 cheer
    2,947 people
  42. 42. learn to drive stick
    1 cheer
    226 people

How I did it
How to write a thank you note
It took me
1 day
It made me


How to get tested
It took me
1 day
It made me
scared, then proud


How to get CPR certified
It took me
1 day
It made me


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Recent entries
create art (read all 3 entries…)
monkey! 3 weeks ago

painted this cermaic for my bestie who is 3,000 miles away.



create art (read all 3 entries…)
sunday fun 3 weeks ago

watercolor still life



have real self esteem
blah 1 month ago

so depressed tonight. its not an all the time thing. but sometimes when you see someone who is so naturally stunning, and your boyfriend sees her too, it hurts. i try and try to make myself pretty, and hardworking and a good girlfriend. and most of the time i think im doing pretty good. and then in 5 minutes it all falls apart. i fall apart. im not pretty enough, and i never could be, not naturally. and who wants fake. and now im getting more and more “high maintenance” and for what? to look like that girl who tries too hard and doesnt have a clue. im not even the cool chick who is one of the boys anymore. and im not doing high maintenance right either. so where does that leave me? and i see this girl in the store and i think wow he would love to have sex with her. and she is probably amazing at it. while i sit here and he practically begs to have sex but im never in the mood anymore. i wish i could get my sex drive back. it kills me to have to keep saying no, knowing other girls would say yes. i just feel really low. im not accomplishing anything, im not talented at anything. i just could never size up to “her.” and i dont know how to handle that. i just wish i could make it all better… but i dont know how. : (



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