painted this cermaic for my bestie who is 3,000 miles away.
punkrocknerd13's Life List
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1. have more energy
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2. study different religions
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3. go camping
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4. get the cervical cancer vaccine
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5. paint a self portriat
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6. dive into the ocean from a cliff
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7. learn a second language
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8. save money to finish this list
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9. use cloth grocery bags
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10. work in the fashion industry
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11. go on a hot air balloon ride
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12. go to college!
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13. go backpacking in europe
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14. live the moment
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15. live for today
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16. Roll on your side down a grassy bank
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17. be a great girlfriend
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18. have real self esteem
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19. actually like the way i dress
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20. live passionately
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21. get a passport
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22. run a marathon
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23. go skinny dipping
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24. go to a music festival
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25. go skydiving
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26. see the northern lights
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27. be a better person
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28. become one of those crazy zen people who are balanced mind, body and soul
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29. learn to play piano (read sheet music first)
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30. let my hair grow long again
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31. go hang gliding
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32. take a pottery class
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33. take a dance class
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34. live in another country
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35. get another tattoo
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36. save the world
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37. do one thing every day that scares me
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38. visit all 50 states
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39. Volunteer
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40. Be less shy
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41. visit a castle
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42. learn to drive stick
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How I did it: I was on a family vacation at the beach and my dad decided we should all go parasailing. i was too small to go on my own so my dad went up with me. i felt like i was flying over the ocean. and even though the boat was going really fast, we floated along slowly taking in the beautiful view. Read how I did it…
How I did it: well.... a long night of partying and before we knew it the bar was closing down. we, of course, werent ready to slow down. so off to the lake we went and met up with some friends. it was an all nighter to remember. Wearing baseball hats, sharing shirts and jumping in the lake on sheer impulse. it was great. before we could realize what time it was the sun was rising and we felt incredibly refreshed and clear. it was one night i hope… Read how I did it…
How I did it: My best friend took me to Hawaii for my 16th birthday (hey i paid for myself, he just took me. lol) while we were there we took surfing lessons together. it was amazing!!! I wasnt strong enough to push myself on top of the wave so the instructor helped me. Once I was on the wave though I was great! I rode the waves the whole way into the beach basically everytime. Its an incredible feeling to float on the water like its the only thing in … Read how I did it…
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so depressed tonight. its not an all the time thing. but sometimes when you see someone who is so naturally stunning, and your boyfriend sees her too, it hurts. i try and try to make myself pretty, and hardworking and a good girlfriend. and most of the time i think im doing pretty good. and then in 5 minutes it all falls apart. i fall apart. im not pretty enough, and i never could be, not naturally. and who wants fake. and now im getting more and more “high maintenance” and for what? to look like that girl who tries too hard and doesnt have a clue. im not even the cool chick who is one of the boys anymore. and im not doing high maintenance right either. so where does that leave me? and i see this girl in the store and i think wow he would love to have sex with her. and she is probably amazing at it. while i sit here and he practically begs to have sex but im never in the mood anymore. i wish i could get my sex drive back. it kills me to have to keep saying no, knowing other girls would say yes. i just feel really low. im not accomplishing anything, im not talented at anything. i just could never size up to “her.” and i dont know how to handle that. i just wish i could make it all better… but i dont know how. : (


