I'm doing 42 things
monkey!
3 weeks ago
painted this cermaic for my bestie who is 3,000 miles away.
punkrocknerd13's Life List
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1. donate money/supplies to my old high school
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2. go on a hot air balloon ride
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3. work in the fashion industry
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4. study different religions
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5. go camping
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6. get the cervical cancer vaccine
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7. paint a self portriat
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8. dive into the ocean from a cliff
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9. learn a second language
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10. go to college!
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11. live passionately
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12. actually like the way i dress
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13. have my friends and family donate to a charity of my choice as my birthday present
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14. have more energy
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15. go backpacking in europe
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16. live the moment
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17. live for today
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18. Roll on your side down a grassy bank
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19. be a great girlfriend
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20. have real self esteem
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21. save money to finish this list
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22. get a passport
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23. go hang gliding
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24. go skinny dipping
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25. go to a music festival
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26. go skydiving
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27. be a better person
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28. become one of those crazy zen people who are balanced mind, body and soul
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29. learn to play piano (read sheet music first)
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30. let my hair grow long again
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31. take a pottery class
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32. take a dance class
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33. visit a castle
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34. run a marathon
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35. live in another country
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36. get another tattoo
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37. save the world
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38. do one thing every day that scares me
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39. visit all 50 states
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40. Volunteer
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41. Be less shy
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42. learn to drive stick
1 cheer226 people
How I did it
It made me 
How I did it: I have been wanting to write a thank you note to my dr for about a month, maybe 2. she really helped me out and im not even her patient anymore! and to be honest i never thought much of her when i was her patient. but in a time of need i asked her to do me a favor, and she did. i was extreamly suprised she followed through, cuz like i said before i wasnt even fond of her. needless to say she made my life a lot easier in doing that huge fa… Read how I did it…
It made me
scared, then proud 
How I did it: i have been tested three times. twice at my drs a few years ago and then last year at a free clinic. I wanted to be sure i was always updated on my own health to be safe and to make sure my partner was safe. At the dr it wasnt so bad, i just had to get my blood drawn and wait to call with the results. it wanst until i called that i realized wow i could actually have an std and never know. thaknfully i was clear. at the free cli… Read how I did it…
It made me
How I did it: I had to learn it for my previous job, and for my new job i had to take the american red cross first aid course. so luckily i am certified in both. it is a little scary to think i could be responsible if something ever went wrong, but its so much safer to know what to do and how to react. Read how I did it…
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1 month ago
so depressed tonight. its not an all the time thing. but sometimes when you see someone who is so naturally stunning, and your boyfriend sees her too, it hurts. i try and try to make myself pretty, and hardworking and a good girlfriend. and most of the time i think im doing pretty good. and then in 5 minutes it all falls apart. i fall apart. im not pretty enough, and i never could be, not naturally. and who wants fake. and now im getting more and more “high maintenance” and for what? to look like that girl who tries too hard and doesnt have a clue. im not even the cool chick who is one of the boys anymore. and im not doing high maintenance right either. so where does that leave me? and i see this girl in the store and i think wow he would love to have sex with her. and she is probably amazing at it. while i sit here and he practically begs to have sex but im never in the mood anymore. i wish i could get my sex drive back. it kills me to have to keep saying no, knowing other girls would say yes. i just feel really low. im not accomplishing anything, im not talented at anything. i just could never size up to “her.” and i dont know how to handle that. i just wish i could make it all better… but i dont know how. : (
