I was being less than loving tword my boyfriend because I was unsure about being with him, if we could get along anymore enough to be together, for a long time. For two and a half of the three years we’ve been together I have been unsure whether we would make it. For almost a whole year I was unsympathetic to him as a result of the way we started to treat eachother, talk to eachother. I started to feel less and less love for him. And so became almost cruel in my lack of desire to be comforting to him. I felt like I was only reacting to how he was acting all this time.
But I’m ready to take responsibility for my own actions. I realized I love him though not as passionatly as before, and there was no reason for me to be cold to him. I can be a good friend, a loving friend to him again.