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I remember how happy and satisfied I used to be when I’d played the guitar all the time. It really took me to another place, It helped me focus. I used to play 4-5 hours a day, I would never stop… It used to drive my parents nuts. Haha…

Now a days; I almost never play anymore. It’s almost lost its feel, I’ve become jaded… I’m so good at playing, really I am. It’s just…, I don’t have the time or the motivation. I have to start playing again, at least an hour a day practicing chops or something.

I think I’m an alcoholic. I almost never drink anymore at all. Recently, I met a really nice girl and we had a few beers. I ended up getting super blasted and making a fool of myself. I guess it’s kinda funny, I mean; I knew that once I get that good buzz in me. It’s almost impossible to stop. I think that’s called alcoholism. Oh well, my loss. Maybe I’ll learn my lesson this time? Not likely…Well… Just maybe?.... To be continued…

It’s really too late for this one, hell… I’m not even sure why I made an unattainable goal like this…