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im so mad at my self!!
i did it again!! :(
i have two ugly scabs around my chin that will stay there for 2 weeks
im really disappointed at my self
i wish i could just stop for good….so while i was squeezing a little black head on my chin i remember saying to my self “STOP STOP THIS WILL ONLY MAKE IT WORSE” but at the same time i remember thinking that i just wanted to get whatever that was in there AND GET IT OVER WITH…BAD IDEA!! now it looks worse than that little black head..not even makeup could cover it up…thats when i know its bad…i need to start clean again

so i havent been touching my face as much as before
i did go at it with only one and of course it turned out worse :/
but one is nothing to me and at least its not in my cheek its in my chin. anyways im able to cover it up with make up so its not that bad i usually have scabs that not even make up could cover it..
so yea im pretty pleased right now and i hope i keep doing better
and hopefully the scab fades a little bit by sunday (mothers day)

peace.

i will keep my self updated in this website :) im really excited to start with the routine of not touching my face