I'm doing 41 things
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1 day ago
anxiety ruins everything. such a pity there are no good drugs to just make it go away.
refreezer's Life List
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1. destroy all my web identities, including this one
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2. list 5 things I like about everyone I know
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3. work without aircon noise
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4. work well and consistently
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5. treat people and things that are important to me well
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6. stop sabotaging myself
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7. stop sabotaging relationships
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8. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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9. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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10. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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11. read more journal articles
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12. celebrate the anniversary of something I did right
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13. Invest
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14. Do something with my Arduino
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15. broadcast sound art on shortwave
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16. be a life model
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17. learn to circular breathe
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18. learn to glide
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19. start painting again
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20. build a steam powered turntable
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21. move to Canada
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22. learn to weld
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23. rock climb
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24. use people's names when I greet them
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25. create small pieces of art, and leave them for people to find
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26. burn one of every national flag
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27. discover which symbols I respect, and desecrate them
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28. play an all night drone gig in a stairwell
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29. overcome my fears
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30. be more decisive
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31. Create a life plan
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32. dance more
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33. learn python
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34. overcome anxiety
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35. plan to do enough things to make it worthwhile keeping a diary
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36. watch like nobody's dancing
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37. plan things that involve other people
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38. say something quotable
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39. eat smaller portions
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40. change my career
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41. complain more
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How I did it
It made me
more stable 
How I did it: After much fiddling with dosages, I found I couldn't really distinguish hyper from hypo by how I felt. In both directions I was sleepy, vague and anxious. By tweaking dosage according to the blood tests instead I found a "good enough" dosage and stuck with that. Read how I did it…
It made me
cross off this goal 
How I did it: Came up with a coding that might be better than the trad Inca coding. Made lots of knots. Found that there are limitations on distance between knots depending on knot type. Got bored with making knots. There are many other uses for a ball of string. Maybe I'll get inspired and try again some day. Read how I did it…
It made me
healthy and wealthy
How I did it: Bread in the freezer at work, sandwich stuff in the fridge topped up every week, bring fruit every couple of days. Easy. Also means there's food about if I'm working late. Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
usenet
3 days ago
looks like all my old usenet postings are fading away. less show up every time I search – so a certain amount of disappearance happens automatically.
a little start
3 days ago
got taken off one little personals site.
Livejournal is next – I have about 5 identities – found the passwords…
