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but when you live hand to mouth (and are horrible at budgeting) it’s kind of hard. Especially since I was just out of work for 2 months. Now I’ve been working three weeks and just got my first paycheck (which, of course, was less than I thought it would be). And I’m still broke!! But at least I could pay my rent and buy one of the other 2 school books I need to buy. So that’s good news, huh? I will try not to worry about money. But when you don’t have it, it’s hard.

I just found out that until I pay off my remaining $118 I owe on my $1000 of tuition I just paid, I won’t be getting my math book and CD-Rom for my online math class. This just sucks because I will be starting the class really late until I get my check on the 20th to pay everything off. So I may not be able to do this particular thing this quarter. I soooo want to make the dean’s list this quarter. Well, I guess we’ll see what happens this quarter. Oh—and I didn’t get my scholarship this quarter. For cripes sake!! I ended last year with a 3.76 GPA and ended Spring quarter with a 3.91. This last fall quarter I only got a 3.74. But come on. And I didn’t quality for a scholarship. I tutor, I go to school full time, I work full time, AND I raise a family. Who else is qualifying for a scholarship then?

so I guess I could put down that I’ve done this. But it always seems like when I see a ghost, it’s out of the corner of my eye. The only time I thought I really saw one, I was on acid. So who knows? I would love to meet a benevolent spirit. I love ghost stories and movies. I’m sure all of you who want to do this do also. So good luck to us all!

Shiva