quitejaded

It is more comfortable these days to write with my left hand but the handwriting is still awful. Like that of a child (or a man who doesn’t care about the detail of his writing). I want my left hand to have the perky, feminine style of my right.

No cavities reported! Does this mean I reversed some of them???

I have a new boyfriend. Super wonderful. I love him :)

I’ve been a muse twice. I wasn’t trying to be a muse, I just happened to meet artists who found something different about me. Features about me that they found to be rare. Features that most people don’t care about or ignore. So just be yourself and hang out with artists or walk down the street with a smile on your face :)

It’s fun to be a muse and it encourages you to be YOURSELF.

I just cut it all off. now i am 100%natural.

www.girlaftercollege.com

Wow. I just had an interview for nutrition grad school. Knowing spanish really put me “up there”!! More motivation to become fluent.

It feels good and makes you look awesome.

I think the key is this:

“Just do it” attitude + Awareness

I have the just do it attitude. It came from years of realizing the pain of procrastinating is not worth the enjoyment of the moment. And there can be enjoyment while doing work (especially when it is work related to your interests and personal goals). Once you get emotionally driven by your goals - you’ve overcome the biggest hurdle.

Now, I need to have awareness. Sometimes you just drift off and oh, look where the time went!! I need to increase my awareness…

Updates to come (really).

Okay!!!

I officially have 2 paying jobs…. and $80 in the bank. sigh of some relief. That means I’m capable of earning money.

Green Smoothies are the best!!! When made in a vitamix, they are sooooo good. They fill me up and that’s what I have for lunch.

I’m saving up to buy my own Vitamix or Blendtec so I can have green smoothies on the go. No more “OMG I’m so hungry and an hour away from home… I guess I have to eat… french fries!!!” lol. I am very satisifed with green smoothies.

I don’t feel HEAVY like I do when I eat non-raw food. I missed that feeling the first day, but just got over it. The next morning, I felt amazingly lifted and happy!!! So now I want to make it a part of my life.

I’ve been natural for 3 weeks now (since my decision). I’m really enjoying it!!! I don’t have to worry about when I’m getting my relaxer. I don’t have to worry about which brand to use or anything. Don’t have to spend any more time or money at the salon.

I’m wearing wigs.

I WOULD get someone to teach me how to do cute transition styles and go there maybe 2x a month until I’m comfortable, but I have hair braiding damage on my temples. I am still looking for someone who braids hair with gentle hands. Anyway, my mom does not want me leaving her house with my temples showing. So until I move out… I am wearing wigs.

I’ve given up trying to achieve longer lengths through chemical relaxer. I’m going natural.

I’d love to do flat iron “length checks” but I have no money to buy a good heat protectant :( Soon!

If I woke up at 5am, that would give me plenty of time to do the stupid crap I love to do.

Watch youtube videos, dance to videos, work out to music, visualization, meditation, make green smoothies, sit on the computer being inspired, stretch stretch stretch, and bathe.

I have a friend who wake sup at 5:15 and starts getting ready for the day at 8 am. That is just PERFECT.

I am absolutely unproductive after 8, so its time to stop telling myself “Its 9pm I should study” and continue to procrastinate.

I found that I feel most bright in life when I am active early in the morning. I feel the most alive and healthy.

So this is a new goal!

I am LEGIT about this. I want to make this my LIVING, you guys.

I’m doing an online webdesign course and I just bought an online girly blog course.

More to come, damn.

Some people just get lucky.

I don’t. I have to work for it.

More to come soon.

My channel is www.youtube.com/user/peaceudo

I’m well on my way. I think I need 100,000 more views in 2 months. Here I go!

I met someone who I think has the traits I’m looking for in my husband. Like… exactly.

He has that mix that I can never find. Someone who’s free spirited and open, but still put together.

I always find guys who are TOO “together” or TOO “free spirited”. I thought maybe someone in between didn’t exist but then I met this guy.

I just met him, so I don’t actually KNOW his very well yet, but at least now I have a “reference”. At least now I can say “The guy I’m looking for exists.”

So I did what I learned from Tony Robbins. When you meet a couple who has a relationship you admire—or you meet someone you think would be good for you, but they’re taken… ask them about their relationship. So you can learn what attracts that kind of person. Are you doing the things that attract the kind of people you want in your life?

Sweet. Just got hired.

I spent the past two days with 2 bohemian friends. I loved it. I need to live life like that always.

My parents won’t allow me to work at a restaurant or any place that would keep me at night in order to make money to move out.

I’m stuck :( HELP!!

Love him!