rachel68




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rachel68's Life List

  1. 1. yoga
    572 people
  2. 2. learn Spanish
    14,863 people
  3. 3. Learn the Napoleon Dynamite dance
    1,205 people
  4. 4. design my own clothes
    2,953 people
  5. 5. paint more
    1,079 people
  6. 6. get corrective eye surgery or lasik
    1,157 people
  7. 7. visit Ireland
    2,371 people
  8. 8. finish my short story
    41 people
  9. 9. make more time for my kids
    1 person
  10. 10. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    18,103 people
  11. 11. Get my depression under control
    18 people
  12. 12. Lose 40 pounds and keep it off
    81 people
  13. 13. learn to make hummus
    19 people
  14. 14. be more patient
    2,853 people
  15. 15. watch the AFI Top 100 American movies
    360 people
  16. 16. make a list of 100 things that make me happy.
    1 entry
    480 people
  17. 17. visit all 50 states
    1 entry
    6,883 people
  18. 18. go skinny dipping
    1 entry
    3,002 people
  19. 19. watch twin peaks again
    1 entry
    5 people
  20. 20. get over him
    1 entry
    1,295 people
  21. 21. learn to meditate
    1 entry
    1,538 people
  22. 22. start a business
    1,988 people
  23. 23. by a rv
    1 person
  24. 24. quit my job and be an artist
    13 people
  25. 25. 43things TEAM PROJECT: support fellow artists in their artistic projects
    15 people
  26. 26. learn to focus
    35 people
  27. 27. pray more
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    2,953 people
  28. 28. Start an empire of decent people
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    19 people
  29. 29. create a website
    965 people
  30. 30. become less enraged at instances of stupidity
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    517 people
  31. 31. sell all of my clothes and start a new wardrobe with just 30 pieces and 3 shoes
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    1 person
  32. 32. make people understand that declawing a cat is a painful unnecessary surgery and there are better ways to deal with cat's scratching
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    217 people
Recent entries
pray more
i will strive at least once daily 3 years ago

not just when things are terribly wrong

today i would like to pray for my cousin who has lost her husband, for my mother who is exhausted, and for my little dog that lost her life yesterday

i would like to thank God for another day here on earth and for my multitude of blessings

amen



learn to meditate
I crave 3 years ago

the bliss of just being, not doing, not THINKING, today is Saturday, I have no big plans, I think i’ll try five minutes…



get over him
futility? 3 years ago

eighteen years of on again off again in between husbands, boyfriends,the love has never gone away…
he e-mailed me recently to inform me that we are both very good liars and that it is habit and that we really don’t love one another at all
i considered this and gave it a chance
i am always ready to question my own motives
but he is wrong
conceptually i have a hard time buying the “soul mate” thing, due to the size of the world and the number of people in it, BUT,
true love is true love
it doesn’t go away
never
the pain of the absence of it is tangible
the beauty of it is a perpetual mist
a warm pressure in the chest
a comfort like the womb
because of THIS love i know that it does exist
and when it’s reall you are screwed because it doesn’t go away
i have tried to will it
i have considered it as a choice, “psyched myself out”
is it a habit? no
is it a mental illness? maybe
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