rachelrainbow321

so i went up to about 10 and a half, have been sticking to my diet for 4 weeks and i currently weigh 9stone 10lb…had a bad week last week so need to improve.

26/04 = 10 stone 2lb
03/05 = 9 stone 13lb
09/05 = 9 stone 11lb
17/05 = 9 stone 10lb

but last week i had meal on sat, binged on monday, overate on wednesday, cheated on sunday and thursday, but i was good friday, cheated saturday, had chinease tonight…right, need to be better. need to be under 9 stone.

I want to be 9 stone and single figures by the time i go out.

:(
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, i need to stop, i hd such a huge huge binge yesterday it was horrible.x

this crap stupid horrible thing that i live with everyday and holds me back has got to stop….i need to control my eating, at the moment i feel as if i have no control, but its going to change…i cant keep feeling horrible about myself. I would feel so good if i were free…when im free.x