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rahzipan

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I'm doing 14 things
  

How I did it
How to love my body
It took me
5 years
It made me
beautiful

How I did it: I am 17 years old. My body began to mature at the age of ten and that is when the self-loathing started. I was bigger than all the other girls, I had fuller hips, bigger breasts, etc. I felt awkward and ugly. In junior high all my friends started dating, but no one was interested in me. I was made fun of when I was 12 for having stretch marks. I hated myself so much.Right before my first year of high school I started looking in the … Read how I did it…

May 24, 05:21PM PDT | 1 comment | 10 cheers


Recent entries
stop wearing makeup
I'm being good so far. 4 months ago

I’ve worn makeup.. once this summer. And I actually regretted it because I love not having to worry about my eye liner and mascara smudging. I hate taking the time to put on eyeshadow. My cheeks are also naturally flushed all the time so I don’t need blush. I think I MIGHT wear mascara occasionally, and lip balm. But definitely no more concealer, powders, etc. If I can go to school this year without putting on makeup I’ll consider this goal complete. :D

Jul 27, 06:28PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment


dye my hair red.
Untitled 4 months ago

I’m gonna do it on Monday, and I can’t wait!

Jul 04, 05:53PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


stop crying
Supposedly, I cry too much. 6 months ago

I don’t think I should have to feel bad about having emotion but everyone seems to think I should.

May 25, 02:19PM PDT | 0 comments


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