I’m grateful for:
- my beloved parents
- my beloved grandma and all my relatives
- being healthy and strong
- my willpwer
- all the beautiful things that I have in my life
- a guy at the pool who works there and was really nice to me
- swimming: I love it when I experience the flow
- last but not least, Cessie’s message on 43T.
Today I took it easy: I worked a bit in the morning, then went to the pool, had a nap, did my hair, took care of myself.
My grandma is still in hospital. Tomorrow I’m driving 120km to see her and then come back home. I hope she is not in pain. I love her.
Nov 22, 01:51PM PST | 0 comments
At 37 I still feel my life is on hold.
I have got to lose weight, that’s the one single thing that holds me back from living a full life.
Nov 21, 02:03PM PST | 0 comments
I saw myself in a mirror when I was in a shop: I didn’t like what I saw. I saw a dowdy woman, with shabby clothes, messy hair, unflattering eyeglasses, and overweight too.
I really didn’t like what I saw. No wonder I get rejected on a regular basis.
I’m running out of time: I’ll be 40 soon and still I am not happy with myself, the way I look, the oufits I wear, with my figure.
If I do not manage to be beautiful now, I’ll never be.
It’s already late, but not too late.
Nov 21, 10:15AM PST | 0 comments