I have always been a pretty good student in high school, but since coming to college, my depression has been spiraling out of control, I would rather sleep instead of face all the issues I have to deal with… My parents have sacrificed so much for this college education, and I really want to make them proud. I don’t want to drop out. Now, this is just my first semester at college. Am I completely screwed, or do I have a chance? Please, please, please help!
Dec 21, 08:43PM PST | 3 cheers | 3 comments
...Thanks again for your comments guys. There’s really no other option, but I won’t do well here, that for sure. I feel so dead and lifeless all the time and…
...quite frankly I’m sick of writing that all the time, how freaking depressed I am. I’m sick of telling my parents and all the doctors too. I don’t want to study anymore, I really don’t want to do anything except curl up with a good book right now. I have ten hours of homework due at 12:00 am and I haven’t even started and I probably won’t. I’ll just take the zero and read a good old children’s book.
I’m so tired of everything….
Sep 15, 05:46PM PDT | 2 comments
... I need to figure out what I want to do, what I NEED to do with my life. What makes me want to live.
Please tell me what you guys think. I don’t want to make a rash decision just because I’m upset right now.
Sep 12, 2008, 11:27AM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments
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