ranguvar7

How do I focus on what makes me happy when I don't even know whatitis?



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  1. 1. Beat my depression
    15 entries . 3 cheers
    1,681 people
  2. 2. Lose 20 pounds
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    6,629 people
  3. 3. To live instead of exist
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    10,870 people
  4. 4. make a list of new things that I want to try either in college or when I grow up (or if and when I get the money)
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    1 person
  5. 5. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    3 entries
    7,139 people
  6. 6. be beautiful
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    1,011 people
  7. 7. Sing
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    2,128 people
  8. 8. be fluent in Japanese
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    244 people
  9. 9. stop swearing
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    810 people
  10. 10. Get organized
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  11. 11. become a millionaire
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    1,637 people
  12. 12. act
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  13. 13. stop thinking about suicide
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    75 people
  14. 14. stop procrastinating
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    26,910 people
  15. 15. be more confident
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    10,245 people
  16. 16. travel the world
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    18,493 people
  17. 17. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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    7,511 people
  18. 18. smile more
    1 entry
    3,335 people
  19. 19. Not care what other people think
    261 people
  20. 20. find the meaning of life
    319 people
  21. 21. Read more books
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    10,971 people
  22. 22. make a webcomic
    50 people
  23. 23. be a good person
    552 people
  24. 24. Get a tattoo
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    20,228 people
  25. 25. draw more
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    2,142 people
  26. 26. Fall in love
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    24,420 people
  27. 27. live in japan
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    672 people
  28. 28. be very skinny
    47 people
  29. 29. live on my own
    587 people
  30. 30. Wear my retainers regularly
    20 people
  31. 31. Be absurdly classy.
    105 people
  32. 32. never apologize for being me
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    707 people
  33. 33. stay in touch with friends
    209 people
  34. 34. Be an extra in a movie
    1,428 people
  35. 35. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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    5,506 people
  36. 36. move out of my parents' house
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    1,366 people
  37. 37. write a book
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    25,995 people
  38. 38. die bravely
    1 entry
    21 people
  39. 39. 24hour what I want challenge
    1 person
  40. 40. learn to speak with a British accent
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    73 people
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Beat my depression (read all 15 entries…)
I have a .9 gpa... in college... 10 months ago

I have always been a pretty good student in high school, but since coming to college, my depression has been spiraling out of control, I would rather sleep instead of face all the issues I have to deal with… My parents have sacrificed so much for this college education, and I really want to make them proud. I don’t want to drop out. Now, this is just my first semester at college. Am I completely screwed, or do I have a chance? Please, please, please help!



Beat my depression (read all 15 entries…)
You know, I probably will stay in college... 13 months ago

...Thanks again for your comments guys. There’s really no other option, but I won’t do well here, that for sure. I feel so dead and lifeless all the time and…

...quite frankly I’m sick of writing that all the time, how freaking depressed I am. I’m sick of telling my parents and all the doctors too. I don’t want to study anymore, I really don’t want to do anything except curl up with a good book right now. I have ten hours of homework due at 12:00 am and I haven’t even started and I probably won’t. I’ll just take the zero and read a good old children’s book.

I’m so tired of everything….



Beat my depression (read all 15 entries…)
I'm thinking about dropping out of college... 14 months ago

... I need to figure out what I want to do, what I NEED to do with my life. What makes me want to live.

Please tell me what you guys think. I don’t want to make a rash decision just because I’m upset right now.



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