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I really only have 2 friends, and they both treat me like crap. I mean they tell me I suck at things, and condesend me all the time. I feel like shit often when I am around them and don’t enjoy being with them or going out half the time any more.

Step one:

-Is to talk to current friends how I feel:
Result:
Friend #1 Diane- Denies she treats me like crap, and starts complaing about how my boyfreind is rude to her when he doesn’t speak at all. This has resulted in a drama thing, because she is a drama queen. She just said not to be her friend any more, because she “treats” everyone like that, however… The other night when I was over there, she was ignoring me and then another friend came to her house and she was all over him. Like he is the greatest thing in the world. I am supposed to be her best friend. I was a maid of honor at her wedding after all. Here is what she IMed me with:
“Diane- (2:31:30 AM): perhaps the reason that people treat you as though you are stupid and insignificant is because you really rather are…
Diane- (2:31:56 AM): and the next time that your worthless boyfriend says ONE fucking word about me, I WILL do something about it, make no fucking mistake”

Yeah, I don’t think I need that in my life. Maybe my goal should be: “Get rid of current friends…”

Friend #2 Allison- Result to ignore her. She won’t respond for months, because she works 60 hours a week for ajob she hates, then makes candles, and dance, or school work, she does nothing else with her life. She treats me like I don’t anything about the world, and when I try to tell her anything she cuts me off. I got a new job in telecommunications, and she called me to tell me that I suck at my current job when I even hadn’t been on it one day.

So, in result of this I’ve contacted old school friends, and try to talk to them on the phone and what not, and joined a few groups online to see if any wanted to chill. Or just chat for the fun of it?