It’s not healthy.. seriously. Whatever I do, it’s about how can I buy this car.. is this job/career going to get me enough money so I can have so and so cars. I talk about cars constantly and I do realize that it’s annoying, but really.. I can’t help it. It just comes out. Cars are ruling my life right now. It’s not a hobby for me anymore, it’s an obsession.
(Bikes are pretty hot, too.) hahah..
May 21, 08:24PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I know it’s human nature to make mistakes and regret, but I regret too much. I regret every little thing that I do.. from saying something to someone a minute ago to something I did when I was 4.
It’s absolutely ridiculous, but I’m afraid that I hurt the person or if the person thinks less of me because of what I did or said.
I don’t know how to fix this.. or even if this is fixable.
I don’t know who to go to with this problem.
Regretting is not something to live with every moment of your life.
Jan 22, 2008, 07:29PM PST | 0 comments
I don’t think I’ll ever get over this. I know I can never be perfect, but I feel as if I can always try to get there. Maybe it’s because my brother tells me that I’m a failure or if it’s because I’m trying to impress my parents.. but I think I’ll never be satisfied and always be a perfectionist.
I’ll need a lot of help to get over this. Hopefully, I’ll get over it eventually.
..Just now, I had to edit this at least twice. D:
Jan 22, 2008, 07:10PM PST | 2 cheers | 0 comments