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She won’t talk to me! She won’t tell me anything! She’s in this world… and she doesn’t have to be, but she wants to be ALL ALONE! She doesn’t trust anyone.. and her life is just going downhill fast! I want to help her, she’s my baby sister! But she doesn’t listen to me. She doesn’t listen to anyone!

DO YOU HAVE ANY ADVICE TO HELP MY SISTER?? I just want her to know that she can tell me anything.. I’ll help her with whatever is hurting her inside!

I can’t seem to pay for college. I go to a Private University, and it’s a bit expensive. I have a few scholarships and grants to help me out, but it’s not seeming to help. My dad pays for my college, and it’s taking a toll on him financially! I love my dad so much, and I hate making him give up so much money to send me to college. We never really had a lot of money to begin with, but now, it’s getting crazy.
We’ve applied for 4 different loans. 3 rejected us, and the other one hasn’t even responded and that was over a month ago. I’m so confused and lost. I really NEED money for school, and even me working doesn’t help. My dad told me not to worry about it, because he’s going to do everything in his power so I can get exactly what I need. But I am worried, because what if he can’t get me what I need. I don’t want to tear our family apart with my financial inflictions!
I wish I knew what to do, but I’m going to keep trying until I succeed, otherwise my dreams will drown!

The greatest things in life are: sprinkles, hearts, fingers, bracelets, raindrops, clouds, trains, roller coasters, concerts, books, music, pillows, sleep, friends, Ace Ventura movies, TV, smiles, and LOVE!
I never really take the time to breathe in the world around me, I never take the time to see what is beautiful about the world. There are so many things I love, so many little things even, but I never take the chance to enjoy them. Is it that I never really have time or that I never really make time? Personally, I think it’s a little bit of both. I try to enjoy the things I can when I can, but sometimes I’m actually so busy. But then there are days like this one where I really could be doing other things more productive or even enjoying the things I never get to otherwise, but I choose to be lazy!