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raychill




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Visit the UK
Untitled 23 months ago

this has been put on hiatus.

Dec 14, 2007, 01:39PM PST | 0 comments


pay off my credit card (read all 2 entries…)
Untitled 2 years ago

that bitch is gone!

Sep 26, 2007, 08:01AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments


Beat my depression
Untitled 3 years ago

so, after reading hannah’s thoughts on this subject….i’m wondering what exactly i meant by “beat my depression”. i don’t know if its something that will ever go away, and i’ve always sorta known it. its a chemical thing in my head that causes me to not function properly, not a bad mood because of circumstances or environment. that happens too sometimes, of course, but my synapses don’t synap (that’s a verb) correctly and i end up laying in bed all day. and/or not showering. and/or getting mad at people for not reason. and/or panicking about nothing and/or everything. and so on. enough with the and/ors. so maybe i really mean “deal with my depression” or “live with my depression” because i’ve been off my meds a couple times. once, my mom found me in my closet, crying. and if the “insta-crazy” isn’t bad enough, the freakin’ withdrawals are enough to make me want to go back on ‘em.

Oct 30, 2006, 08:01PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments


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be an actress stop judging people learn proper application of makeup go to New Zealand Go back to Beauty School become fluent in Italian become a writer be asked out Rachael wants to visit 10 new places in my city meditate Swim with dolphins go to grad school swati wants to manage my time better Kiss in the rain write a song get published go to Africa finish my college degree Go to Oktoberfest make out with poprocks in my mouth Become a crossword puzzle wiz sell my truck finish my study don finish college Jessiedoll wants to get a job get a job free runescape member
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