I'm doing 23 things
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raychill's Life List
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1. learn photoshop
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2. finish my bachelors degree
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3. eat less sugar
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4. learn guitar
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5. go to a taping of saturday night live
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6. learn to use power tools
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7. own a house
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8. meet robert plant
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9. pay off student loans
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10. have better posture
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11. make out with Matthew McConaughey
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12. learn how to drive stick-shift
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13. make people understand that declawing a cat is a painful unnecessary surgery and there are better ways to deal with cat's scratching
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14. Never grow up.
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15. have a cameo in a cameron crowe movie
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16. be a groupie
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17. find out my blood type
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18. read all the books i own and haven't read
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19. have a small, strange roll in a wes anderson film
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20. digitize my old photos
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21. have a baby
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22. learn to make my grandma's potato salad
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23. put things back where they go
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Recent entries
so, after reading hannah’s thoughts on this subject….i’m wondering what exactly i meant by “beat my depression”. i don’t know if its something that will ever go away, and i’ve always sorta known it. its a chemical thing in my head that causes me to not function properly, not a bad mood because of circumstances or environment. that happens too sometimes, of course, but my synapses don’t synap (that’s a verb) correctly and i end up laying in bed all day. and/or not showering. and/or getting mad at people for not reason. and/or panicking about nothing and/or everything. and so on. enough with the and/ors. so maybe i really mean “deal with my depression” or “live with my depression” because i’ve been off my meds a couple times. once, my mom found me in my closet, crying. and if the “insta-crazy” isn’t bad enough, the freakin’ withdrawals are enough to make me want to go back on ‘em.
