rdulceamor

i just dont know anymore. i thought things were going great, but last night my husband told me that he feels like we are just roommates instead of husband and wife. i am sick and tired of not making him happy anymore. what is going on?! we have only been married for 4 years, things shouldnt be like this. we do go to counseling, we talk about things…so what in the world am i suppose to do?

ok so my husband said i have let myself go….which i was comfortable with how i looked, i was proud, but i was depressed…now i am not so sure. i want to make him proud of me. i want him to find me attractive again. (more than he does now) i know i first need to make myself happy…i have no idea how to do that.

so to start off my husband told me that i have let myself go. i could not believe he said that. what hurt was that he felt that way, i felt like he was not attracted to me anymore…which i know deep down is not true, but still..what if! he doesnt like how i will go out in publice bumming it… why?! shouldnt he be proud that i am comfortable with looking like that. now i feel crappy about my self.
i need to get back into shape, eat better, dress better, do my make up always and dress up always….
i do not know how to do make up nicely, i do not know how to do my hair…. how am i suppose to learn this?!