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Ich bleib allein, und trotzdem lächeln.



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  2. 1. My Goals for This Week...
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  3. 2. Better myself one day at a time
    79 entries . 51 cheers     		1 person
  4. 3. Write down my thoughts and feelings
    21 entries . 19 cheers     		3 people
  5. 4. Decide what I want
    6 entries . 23 cheers     		12 people
  6. 5. Tell others what I really feel...when I feel it
    2 entries . 22 cheers     		48 people
  7. 6. Be patient with my parents; spend more time with them
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  8. 7. Be a better friend
    2 entries . 6 cheers     		6,299 people
  9. 8. stretch every night
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  10. 9. learn html
    4 cheers     		774 people
  11. 10. Learn photoshop
    16 cheers     		1,544 people
  12. 11. Learn to cook
    1 entry . 15 cheers     		10,128 people
  13. 12. Learn guitar
    5 entries . 15 cheers     		3,677 people
  14. 13. learn how to paint
    1 entry . 7 cheers     		204 people
  15. 14. Learn how to play chess
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  16. 15. Build a cardboard house
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  17. 16. Take the 100 things drawing challenge
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  18. 17. Identify 100 things that make me happy.
    1 entry . 10 cheers     		2,532 people
  19. 18. Buy & Read The Power of Now
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  20. 19. Forgive myself
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  21. 20. Practice my handwriting
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  22. 21. Learn Japanese again
    2 entries . 21 cheers     		4 people
  23. 22. Watch More Documentaries
    2 entries . 17 cheers     		29 people
  24. 23. Read more poems
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  25. 24. Make the world a better place
    5 entries . 12 cheers     		809 people
  26. 25. Find a creative outlet
    2 entries . 9 cheers     		61 people
  27. 26. Learn a magic trick
    1 entry . 6 cheers     		85 people
  28. 27. Eat less meat
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  29. 28. Have a different hairstyle every day for a whole week
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  30. 29. read 12 books in 2013
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  31. 30. Visit the Netherlands
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  32. 31. visit the US
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  33. 32. go to thailand
    2 entries . 3 cheers     		590 people
  34. 33. Be absurdly classy.
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  35. 34. fall in love again
    2 entries . 8 cheers     		1,970 people
  36. 35. learn C++
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How I did it
How to move on
It took me
60 days
It made me
peaceful

How I did it: My ex told me he was not sure about our relationship the next day when I told him my uncle passed away. We had a short break but it didn't work out in the end. He never gave me a closure. He just suddenly stopped talking with me. I texted him, I called him, I begged him to stay in my life but he never replied. It was really rough what he did to me. He was the first man I loved with all my heart. I had too high expectation from him and fro… Read how I did it…

Aug 20, 11:53PM PDT | 4 comments | 26 cheers


How to grieving
It took me
45 days
It made me
smile again

How I did it: Breaking up with someone you love is never easy. It hurts. It's devastating. It's horrible. I threw myself to the sea of sorrow with the hope that one day I will recover from the pain. I gave myself 30 days to greive. During those days, I cried. I weeped. I screamed. I prayed. One morning I woke up and realised that it didn’t hurt as much as it used to. I'm not completely healed yet but everyday I feel a little bit stronger.  Read how I did it…

Jul 30, 10:02PM PDT | 1 comment | 15 cheers


How to make people feel comfortable around me
It took me
2 months
It made me
Happy

How I did it: I got a job as study advisor in a language training school a couple years ago. The job required me to talk a lot. Whenever a new student came, I had to try let him/her put down his/her guard. Most students liked me there as they felt comfortable around me. I think part of the reason was because I have a baby face and I'm naturally a gentle person. I care about people and I'm very good at listening. I'm not a self-centred person at al… Read how I did it…

Jun 28, 2012, 07:17PM PDT | 0 comments | 5 cheers


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My Goals for This Week... (read all 4 entries…)
May 20th, 2013

1. Study German every day

2. Running at least 5 times this week

3. Study C++

4. Cook this weekend

5. Read every night before going to bed

6. Make henna tattoo

Last week’s goals:

1. Study German every day ✗

2. Running at least 5 times this week ✓

3. Finish my Thailand plan ✓

4. Meet my skill exchange partner ✓

5. Read every night before going to bed ✓

Not a very productive week. I didn’t really do any Germany study :( Running was good. But the last two runs were really bad. I don’t know if it was the hot weather, I got extremely tiring after the exercise. The best thing may be that I learnt something about C++. I want to learn more :)

May 20, 01:46AM PDT | 7 cheers | 2 comments


learn C#
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I met my skill exchange partner today! He’s going to teach me C++ and in return I will teach him English. I already met him once and the meeting was quite good. Today he was going to help me install Visual Studio but turned out my laptop was too old for it.. He found me an older version of Visual Studio and it works fine on my laptop. After many attempts I finally wrote my first C++ program! It was super simple but still took me almost an hour to finally get it runned. I was soo happy when that little black box poped out on my screen! :)

May 18, 09:43AM PDT | 8 cheers | 0 comments


fall in love again (read all 2 entries…)
Fears

I’m scared that I will never fall in love again. I’m scared that I will never find someone who will understand me and appreciate me. I’m scared that I will never get what I want. I’m scared that I will end up being alone.

May 14, 07:32AM PDT | 8 cheers | 16 comments


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I want to:

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find the most peaceful place on Earth improve my public speaking skills confused101 wants to Beat my depression get up on time learn to play the harmonica cast a spell on someone. go to the oscars watch southpark Strength train paint my kitchen Learn to cook create a non-profit organization make a collage shoemaker wants to have more self control find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year Sing figure out what clothes suit me and fit me Watch a Joan of Arcadia Episode i want to live in the wild embrace Upgrade my PC Become Financially Independent house ATLfemme wants to meet like minded people dream lucidly bellydance build an online portfolio read 12 books in 2010
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