receptionist

Hotel des bains 2004 a receptionist fall in adoration at the firt sight and knew it was impossible at the second. Spent 3 days devored by passion until i decided to write to you. “Sorry if i didn’t smile at you much but every smile of you was a spell on me”...and to protect myself i didn’t sign with my name. Later you pretend that the blond guy gave you a record, it was your answer.
Four bloody years ! In four years a lot of thing can happen, and it did so well i thought i’ve lost your record. Lao Tseu said when the wise shows the moon the fool watch his finger. Four years ago this happen to me. I was so smash down, so blinded by this passion that i was looking for some obvious answer in the titles and vaguely in the lyrics without ever being sure. I did everything was possible so this passion that burned me stop. And for my sense i succeed so i could live again. During these years i was time to time dreaming of seeing you back, but with no hope. But last week i founded back your record and finally the lyrics catch my reason and my heart, not for my luck. I cried like a baby. You killed me twice. Four years later feelings are not the same, they are worst, because now i know with my mind that what my instinct yelled to me about you at the moment is deeply right. Meaning i knew and know you from the bottom of my heart without knowing you at all and we probably never see us again. I’m in rage, not only because of what i feel but because i know now that our short story killed you too. Life is a bitch ! But if by any unknown miracle you read these lignes… well… Maybe happy endings are just ballshit, but who knows ? Miss you hard. This song was right in the double meaning, never love have been so old. And by the way, my name is Stéphane.