Since I got injured…and the whole world as I knew it changed…I have had so many things to worry about that I just went into stress overload. The meds the doc put me on don’t really make me feel better, they just sort or make me not care enough about bills and the lack of money that I don’t stress over it all the time. I am tired of straining to remember important things and even more tired of the sudden realization that rent is due in a couple days and not even being sure how much is in the bank. I guess more than anything…I miss feeling like the responsible adult I know I once was…somewhere along the way, I lost more than the full use of my leg and back…I lost ME!!! The thing I really need more than mood inhibitors is to get back to work and a regular paycheck so I can change things for the better permanently and stop stressing completely!!!
Jennifer's Life List
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1. Learn to play the guitar
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2. To live instead of exist
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3. go back to college
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4. Walk without thinking about how I am walking.
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5. stop taking anti-depressants
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6. strengthen, reestablish, and nurture my existing friendships
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portability is awesome…nothing like offline webpages in the forest, solitaire on a quilt in the yard while sunbathing, or wireless internet in the coffeehouse…it’s a whole new world…and to think I thought I had an awesome view from my desk!
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What a way to experience the AWESOMENESS OF GOD and NATURE!!! I highly recommend being with your child for this one to get the full experience…they see things so differently from adults and will make sure you don’t overlook a thing!
