i am a bartender. i work with younger girls, and people that know i am a wife and mother. i try really hard to represent myself well within that situation. i try to not do anything that would make people judge me. (but they do anyway)
anyway, i am surrounded by people that drink ALOT, and do many drugs. thats the scene. thats the industry im in, so i try to be true to myself while still being an awesome bartender and making myself and everyone else money. i like being the person that sets herself apart in that way. i want others to want to take care of themselves because i try to take care of myelf. my goodness this is sounding rather self righteous.
Jul 21, 2007, 01:04PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
in a few weeks i am going to do the scariest thing ever. my friend from way back is a musician and works in a recording studio, and has asked me to finally just come and let him hear me play and sing my music, and he has agreed to give me really honest feedback. im terrified. i want to back out. do i really want to know if i suck? will i be able to hear and process the truth? am i strong enough to put myself out there like that? or will i continue to be a coward and never know if i have any talent or potential. its driving me crazy.
Jul 21, 2007, 12:54PM PDT | 0 comments
3 kids, 2 jobs, school, and everything life throws at us keeps us apart alot of the time, but we are managing to find time to just be lovey with eachother, and in the sex department, we are finding our own rhythm. being more honest, and a bit more daring. i look forward to keeping on working toward this goal.
Jul 21, 2007, 12:50PM PDT | 0 comments
I'm doing 25 things
