I'm doing 31 things
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11 months ago
I just want to go out on the town and have fun. I don’t want to worry. I don’t want to have any cares about people around me. I just want to go out and enjoy. Why is that so hard?
reinamerrick's Life List
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1. Lose forty pounds
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2. Lose weight and keep it off
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3. Gain confidence
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4. Live my life for a day
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5. Finish what I start
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6. Stop procrastinating
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7. Become a Lawyer
586 people -
8. Buy my own house
479 people -
9. Sing on a Stage
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10. Open a CD
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11. Have sex for the first time
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12. Travel to Europe
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13. Build my dream home
245 people -
14. Be financially independent
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15. Go back to Vegas
25 people -
16. Visit my sister in Los Angeles
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17. Write a book
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18. Get a book published
291 people -
19. Write an autobiography
1 entry239 people -
20. Learn Piano
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21. Learn Guitar
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22. Turn 21
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23. Get a massage
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24. Get my first credit card
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25. Move out on my own
369 people -
26. Get into law school
201 people -
27. Graduate from college
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28. Go back to New York
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29. Go to Alaska
646 people -
30. Go to Europe
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31. Get a puppy
1,319 people
Recent entries
It’s related to another entry on my list, but I really want my first time to be with someone I know well, someone I care about, someone who cares about me. I don’t like the idea of adopting promiscuity just because I want to have a little fun all of a sudden. I’m sure he’d do me a favor, but he has a girlfriend. Despite that, while he was with her and while he wasn’t, we got really close maybe two or three times, but it never went far enough. What I need is a way to say, “Hey, I really want to wait until you’re single again, so we can have sex because I trust you.” Funny how that sounds.
So I've known him since about 3rd or 4th grade . . .
11 months ago
He lives right around the corner from me, and the only I officially had a crush on him was when we were in middle school together. He’s 21 and I’m 20. I think his girlfriend’s younger than I am, so I know age isn’t an issue. He’s one of the reasons I want to lose weight and gain more confidence. I don’t feel he like me physically, but I know he likes me for everything else. My feelings for him have done nothing but grow since I realized I liked him, and I feel lucky that he’s my friend, but I wish I could tell him that I want something more.
