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  1. 1. Lose forty pounds
    1 entry
    32 people
  2. 2. Lose weight and keep it off
    1,246 people
  3. 3. Gain confidence
    410 people
  4. 4. Live my life for a day
    1 entry
    1 person
  5. 5. Finish what I start
    4,037 people
  6. 6. Stop procrastinating
    30,419 people
  7. 7. Become a Lawyer
    669 people
  8. 8. Buy my own house
    583 people
  9. 9. Sing on a Stage
    23 people
  10. 10. Open a CD
    11 people
  11. 11. Have sex for the first time
    1 entry
    11 people
  12. 12. Travel to Europe
    2,535 people
  13. 13. Build my dream home
    290 people
  14. 14. Be financially independent
    1,656 people
  15. 15. Go back to Vegas
    24 people
  16. 16. Visit my sister in Los Angeles
    1 person
  17. 17. Write a book
    31,313 people
  18. 18. Get a book published
    346 people
  19. 19. Write an autobiography
    1 entry
    259 people
  20. 20. Learn Piano
    1,413 people
  21. 21. Learn Guitar
    3,692 people
  22. 22. Turn 21
    97 people
  23. 23. Get a massage
    1,044 people
  24. 24. Get my first credit card
    3 people
  25. 25. Move out on my own
    368 people
  26. 26. Get into law school
    216 people
  27. 27. Graduate from college
    6,153 people
  28. 28. Go back to New York
    116 people
  29. 29. Go to Alaska
    767 people
  30. 30. Go to Europe
    2,716 people
  31. 31. Get a puppy
    1,363 people
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Live my life for a day

I just want to go out on the town and have fun. I don’t want to worry. I don’t want to have any cares about people around me. I just want to go out and enjoy. Why is that so hard?

have sex for the first time
I'm tired of being a virgin, but at least it's by choice.

It’s related to another entry on my list, but I really want my first time to be with someone I know well, someone I care about, someone who cares about me. I don’t like the idea of adopting promiscuity just because I want to have a little fun all of a sudden. I’m sure he’d do me a favor, but he has a girlfriend. Despite that, while he was with her and while he wasn’t, we got really close maybe two or three times, but it never went far enough. What I need is a way to say, “Hey, I really want to wait until you’re single again, so we can have sex because I trust you.” Funny how that sounds.

tell my best friend how i feel about him
So I've known him since about 3rd or 4th grade . . .

He lives right around the corner from me, and the only I officially had a crush on him was when we were in middle school together. He’s 21 and I’m 20. I think his girlfriend’s younger than I am, so I know age isn’t an issue. He’s one of the reasons I want to lose weight and gain more confidence. I don’t feel he like me physically, but I know he likes me for everything else. My feelings for him have done nothing but grow since I realized I liked him, and I feel lucky that he’s my friend, but I wish I could tell him that I want something more.

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