renni1010

I need to get away from this house, this office, from my husband, from my son, and from my 2 dogs!!!!!!!!!!! I just realized over the past year, I have not taken ANY time off of work except for ONE Friday which equated a long weekend in which, I took my son to the beach so it wasn’t a ME vacation, but a HIM vacation.

I desperately NEED SOME TIME OFF OF WORK and some time away!!!!!

the idea was get pregnant, find house, open daycare. But, in between I got a job, didn’t get pregnant and we moved into an apartment…SO….this one is out for the moment….

I could have, should have and would have, but I didn’t. Well, I told my sister friend about this goal, and she is glad I set this goal but I think she is waiting for me to follow through. I pray almost everyday, it isn’t like I am of non faith. I just dislike the whole social aspect of church. I don’t feel like I fit in, like I am nice enough, or maybe “fake” enough or who knows. I just know that I want to become a church going woman, someone who fits in to the church scene and the only way to do this is to GO TO CHURCH!!!