A week ago I burned myself, and two days ago I cut.
I don’t know what else to say.
I quit writing out of fear my work sucked and out of my tendency to procrastinate. A lot of my early work was worse than I thought and that worried me. I just need to start writing again and quit caring about whether my work is good or not.
Thought I would mention that I have been biting and scratching again. I never do these things to the point of major damage. I don’t scratch until I bleed or anything, though the biting can cause bruising. Sort of sucks. I only do it when extremely frustrated, but to be honest I’m not as worried about it as cutting or burning. I would like to not do it, but for now not cutting and burning is my main, major goal. I just felt like it’s be deceiving to not mention this since a previous entry mentioned that I quit.