I'm doing 17 things
A week ago I burned myself, and two days ago I cut.
I don’t know what else to say.
retroscenery's Life List
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1. be more responsible
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2. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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3. spend less time on the internet
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4. stop procrastinating
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5. Take my medication every day
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6. Do well in school.
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7. stop self harming
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8. drink more water
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9. Read more
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10. make more friends
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11. Stop caring what other people think of me
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12. quit shaving
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13. express my feminist ideals more
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14. have clear skin
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15. dye my hair purple
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16. learn to walk in heels
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17. start writing again
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Recent entries
I quit writing out of fear my work sucked and out of my tendency to procrastinate. A lot of my early work was worse than I thought and that worried me. I just need to start writing again and quit caring about whether my work is good or not.
Thought I would mention that I have been biting and scratching again. I never do these things to the point of major damage. I don’t scratch until I bleed or anything, though the biting can cause bruising. Sort of sucks. I only do it when extremely frustrated, but to be honest I’m not as worried about it as cutting or burning. I would like to not do it, but for now not cutting and burning is my main, major goal. I just felt like it’s be deceiving to not mention this since a previous entry mentioned that I quit.
