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road2recovery

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I'm doing 15 things
  

road2recovery's Life List

  1. 1. stop binge-eating
    9 entries     		558 people
  2. 2. Lose 10kgs
    2 entries     		50 people
  3. 3. be more confident
    		8,550 people
  4. 4. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
    2 entries     		6,126 people
  5. 5. love myself
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		3,544 people
  6. 6. learn to meditate
    		1,320 people
  7. 7. learn to cook well
    		271 people
  8. 8. pamper myself more often
    1 cheer     		14 people
  9. 9. smile more
    1 cheer     		2,902 people
  10. 10. learn the secret
    		3 people
  11. 11. Live The Secret
    		88 people
  12. 12. Read "A New Earth"
    		18 people
  13. 13. get over him
    1 entry     		1,186 people
  14. 14. learn italian
    		4,934 people
  15. 15. lose weight
    1 entry     		31,779 people
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stop binge-eating (read all 9 entries…)
thoughts.. 1 week ago

Today went well. Ate 3 healthy controlled meals and didnt feel the urge to binge. It usually comes when im very hungry or upset. When i start to get VERY hungry i now have something healthy which seems to be working. Sometimes it feels like its all or nothing.. or at least it has in the past. Like i can go most of the day or a whole day without eating and be fine or else i am stuffing my face. What i REALLY want right now is to have “normal” feelings towards food. If i do decide to eat a pizza one day i want to really be able to stop when i am full.. not carry on until i am stuffed and feel sick. Anyway dont want to focus on the negative.. things are looking up

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stop binge-eating (read all 9 entries…)
in need of hope 2 weeks ago

This has really ruined my life. And i feel so pathetic in sayin that i dont have control over it. All i want is to feel normal again. I am so insecure and have gained 7kgs in the last year from binge eating.

This really needs to end. I just want my dignity and self respect back. I have a aerious crush on this guy and will be seeing him at spring break in 5 weeks. i would love to try lose some weight by then but im sooooo scared that another episode occurs and i just end up gaining weight :(

i really really want this

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lose weight
start 2 weeks ago

ok i have about 7 kgs to lose.. but my main concern right now is that i have to get into a bikini in 5 weeks in front of my crush :( so if thats not motivation enough i dont know what is??
ok so this is my first post

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