robotcivilians

I’ll latch on to something that seems really cool, get semi good at it and then become terribly bored for whatever reason and quit. It’s the same thing I’ve done for years, guitar, programming, drawing, art, all with the same degree of becoming uninterested after a few months/years into it.

I’m known for not knowing how to do anything outside of what makes me comfortable, and for once I’d like to take a risk without reeling over the consequences. Possibly I don’t know, meet new people with choking on my words, or be comfortable gaining weight or be comfortable with myself at all.

I also want to be able to step up on stage, and do a concert without shaking like a leaf on a tree in a fall day.

I’ve been really irresponsible for most of my life, and now I’m 26 and I need to get this under wraps, because if I don’t god forbid if I actually go to buy a house. As of right now I’m probably under 10k in debt but if it keeps up well, I’m in over my head.

Someone help me!