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I did yoga for 5 min.
I know it’s not a lot but I’ve been sitting on the sofa watching tv for over 5 months now. That’s a start.

Before I wasn’t getting into the kitchen and now…wow I did it and I love it! I’m gonna try something harder next time.

I started binge eating because my parents were taking a divorce. I’ve been doing that for about 5 months now and I feel really unhealthy. Before this time I was really athletic, I was the best at sports and I wanted to be a dancer. Now after gaining 20 pounds from binge eating I don’t have any dreams, food is my frind, I eat a lot, I’m depressed and I hate myself and the way I look.

I decided that I’m gonna stop it but that’s what I said other times too. It’s harder than other people think. I can’t say ok stop eating and that’s all. It’s too hard for me! I can’t control my mind anymore.

This week is gonna be the worst because i have to go to 5 parties and they are both gonna have great food. I don’t know what to do. I never used to be fat. That stupid divorce made me be the monster I am now.

I will succeed because I want it!