I'm doing 19 things
I am 19, 5’9” and I weight about 180 lbs. I feel absolutely ridiculously fat. I was 150 when I started college, which was a great weight for someone my height- size 7 dress and 9 in jeans, I was so happy. But I went through several bouts of depression with my on again, off again relationship with my boyfriend, and when I’m depressed…I eat. But of course, now that I weigh more I’m even more depressed. I really, really want to drop all this weight, even my parents have talked to me about it, which is so humiliating.
I hate that I’m thinking of starving myself, but I am. Working out just takes so long, and I tried it and saw no results…it takes months and months to see anything real.
I’m also thinking of taking up smoking again. Does that help? Anyone with any advice? Let me know…thanks
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