romeoalways

what is the true meaning of life and love? can one have life without the existence of love? or will one perish without having love. when i was young i never truly understood how love affected people but i as i got older and i fell in love for the first time in life, i realised that it was everything i heard and read about. it was beautiful, ugly, happy, sad,intense, crazy, all the extremes combined with the wonderous joy of life. until the day i fell in love i dnt tink i lived, i mean not properly anyway because although me and the girl broke up after 2 years. once i got over the pain and anger and sadness i realised that although love brings pain and sadness it also completes ones life it will give a sense of security, saveness happiness that you didnt even know existed, and most importantly a sense of purpose that you have somthing to keep you going especially wen the chips are down and you feel trapped and alone in this world, having that special someone who provides you with that safety net is wot its about at the end of the day. now i’m only 20 and have been unlucky in love twice but i still believe that my Miss Perfect is out in the world waiting for me 2 meet her and i truly belief in my happy ever ending.

i guess you can say that im not unlucky in love instead maybe i’m jus getting karma for all the bad things that i’ve done to girls emotionally. i have cheated on every girl that i have ever been with, i dnt knw y i do it, i guess maybe underneath everything i’m just not a very nice guy, or maybe just a stupid guy who doesnt know how lucky he is until everything he took for granted disappears because they have had enuff of his bullshit.
the 2nd girl that i feel in love with was called jasmine she was like a year and a half younger than me. i can still remember the day i met her, it was a friday night i was on da bus with my mates going to link some other girls and this beautiful, brunette comes on with the most amazing green eyes i have ever seen in my life, she had this angel like glow with her. i was totally taken in by her beauty that i had 2 go and speak 2 her, so i did we got to talking and exchanged numbers and dat was the begining of me and her.
anyways i’m a go and finish this story another time