rosalind3572

i really have to learn how to let go and move on, even though i know that this person is bad mouthing me if he says hello i still talk to him but i really need to get this person out of my life coz he is as toxic as toxic comes in more ways than one and i just wish i could tell him once and for all leave me the f—- alone forever. easier said than done at least for me.

i find it very hard to forget the things people have done to me yeah you can say i carry grudges but its the type of personality i have i might forgive you but you can guarantee that the wrong you did me is still in my mind always.

THIS GUY HAS GOT TO BE THE WORST EVER YET I STILL FIND MYSELF DRAWN TO HIM HE TREATS ME LIKE DIRT AND MY FRIEND ALWAYS SAYS I MUST LIKE BEING A DOORMAT. THE GUY IS A USER, PLAYER, MALE HO LOL JUST TO NAME A FEW IT COULD GET WORSE BUT BASICALLY HES SOMEONE YOU WOULD KEEP YOUR DOG AWAY FROM BUT YET IM DRAWN TO HIM I THINK I AM AT THE POINT WHERE I HATE HIM BUT YET IM DRAWN TO HIM. ANY COMMENTS PLEASE.