Because I have made “some” money.
But oh, I haven’t made a lot of money.
“Some” money is nice to pay for art supplies and a relief to have in those moments when an extra 20 or 40 is really needed (like now, actually) but it isn’t steady and it isn’t dependable.
Maybe I should make a different goal, here. Or maybe I should change it.
make a living while managing to stay at home with my kids?
make a comfortable living while managing to stay at home with my kids?
Hmm. That actually sounds good.
Now should I just change this goal, or recognize my big accomplishment of becoming a micro business woman by marking it as done?
Jul 02, 03:52PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
Sometimes it’s surprising, because he did have troubles learning to speak and even now has a hard time getting his words out… but… it’s amazing. His mind is always working. He thinks about things. He remembers things. He makes connections. He understands. I know that’s all just human stuff, but it’s wild to see how it happens, how kids are just SMART, and then they learn about the world and get smarter.
Jul 02, 03:46PM PDT | 4 cheers | 1 comment
I don’t consciously do it. I don’t plan a brave thing or even make choices with this project in mind…
BUT
The choices that I make on a daily basis are influenced with the consciousness of this goal. And as a result, my world has widened, my art is out there, I have a growing following on my blog, I have sold my artwork for the first time to people who weren’t related to me and in fact have never met me, I have chosen to move out to California, I have taken opportunities that I would otherwise have hidden from.
If I am aware that I am avoiding something because I am afraid, I take steps to confront that thing. It’s kinda cool.
And, coincidentally, or perhaps not, the woman who started this project has actually become a blog friend of mine. We “get” each other. It’s funny.
And when I first stumbled across her project, I didn’t think that I was important enough to be a part of her circle. Hm. I now have my own internet circle. And I AM a part of her circle.
And there’s more coming.
Jul 02, 03:42PM PDT | 0 comments