ruenis

gotta try at least, i went for a walk and then, suddenly, i realized i havnt been myself in at least a while, so i went on thinking who i am, it made me happy, i walked with a smile on my face for like two hours, and then when i got home i wrote a list of things that made me who i am, so it helps me if, in some future, i forgot ,again,who i am =)

i never tought about it, but it sure does sounds like fun… now its a must-do for me someday ;)

there are just too many songs! but i’ll definetly keep

Times Like These – Foo Fighters
Everlong – Foo Fighters
Californication – Red Hot Chili Peppers

i barely have any photos of myself, all the pictures i have are the ones my friends took.
totally need a camera!

thats what i think about cali, it just sounds so cool you know? its like, the capital of volleyball and skateboarding and punkrock, and whenever i think of summer, i’ll think california…

just gonna do some extra work over summer and save enough to afford it. im just sick of wearing lens

“when you feel like something, just do it”
i kept saying that in my mind, and i think its starting to work little by little

so far i have been called the “knight in shining armor” by a girl… a really long story, but does that counts for anyone?

i just wanna be happy… but everything between is what puzzles me

i jts gotta start thinking about her less and less until i just dont fell like i need her anymore… not totally forgetting her, just enjoying this time of my own,i guess :/

i just dont wanna die without people remembering me doing something significant…

i love her, but it was barely a nap, so it doesnt counts ;)

i suck soo bad at cooking i think one time i burned water.for real.

finding things to be happy about makes me happy and it makes the people around me happy too, im hugging more just because i feel like it and i say people how much i apreciate them more often… i think im doing it right so far :)

sometimes i fell like a pushover on my friends… so i wanna be better. simply better.

something that covers my wrist scar (not what you may be thinking), something tribal in my ankle and something significant in my ribs… at first i thought about about my father’s face in my ribs… then i started thinking that sex would start being kinda awkward with my father watching…

we all should, it just would make the world a better place and stuff
it just…makes sense, you know?

i tought i was strong… but right when i needed it more, i realized i wasnt fucking superman….
i wanna be stronger, i want it not only inside my head…

really, i wonder where you are and how have you been…

i have a piercing in my left nipple, all because of a bet i loss, but i really like… i think ill get the right nipple sometime soon =)