ruinedundine

is trying to become a model



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ruinedundine's Life List

  1. 1. I want to live life and see as much as I can before settling down and having a family
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  2. 2. dance in the rain more often
    35 people
  3. 3. take a photography class
    1,566 people
  4. 4. take fencing lessons
    44 people
  5. 5. To live instead of exist
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  6. 6. make love in the rain
    2,059 people
  7. 7. Make out in the rain
    586 people
  8. 8. survive a zombie outbreak
    197 people
  9. 9. stop obsessing
    307 people
  10. 10. Send a message in a bottle
    3,656 people
  11. 11. Give blood
    2,960 people
  12. 12. write more
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    3,516 people
  13. 13. marry edward cullen
    163 people
  14. 14. Go to Burning Man
    1,441 people
  15. 15. Make a movie
    2,966 people
  16. 16. be more outgoing
    2,420 people
  17. 17. Spend more time creating art and writing
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    1 person
  18. 18. Visit 67 different places throughout the world
    1 person
  19. 19. Learn to speak French and German fluently
    3 people
  20. 20. Move to England
    422 people
  21. 21. Get my GED and go to comunity college
    1 person
  22. 22. Get a tattoo
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    20,324 people
  23. 23. Send a postcard to Postsecret
    2,845 people
  24. 24. play strip hide-and-seek
    309 people
  25. 25. Take ballroom dancing classes
    31 people
  26. 26. take more risks
    1,018 people
  27. 27. buy a digital camera
    821 people
  28. 28. Learn yoga
    2,323 people
  29. 29. stop throwing clothes on the floor
    886 people
  30. 30. become a model
    1,739 people
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get my tongue pierced.
Yay ive got a hole in my tongue 20 months ago

sure i couldnt really eat for three days and had problems lisping but its soo much fun to pay with



Make the guy I love fall for me all over again (read all 3 entries…)
I've finally moved on 20 months ago

I met a great guy hes soo sweet and he treats me like a goddess. I no longer pine for Hinton and I’ve finally made peace with the fact that he was just a step in the stairs of life



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Wheres my beautiful soul? 2 years ago

Once you said my eyes were a reflection of my soul
That I must have the most gorgeous soul ever created
It was filled with love, peace, happiness and a unshakable wonder
All that is now gone, taken away in a single moment of loss
Does that mean that now my eyes are hideous?
If you looked into them once more would they hold the same thrall?
Or would you feel sickened by what you now see in them?
Would they cause you to remember what you had once seen?
Could you see glimpses of my past self in them?
Is it possible you would plead for the beauty back?
Its not something I can do for it was never really my soul you saw
That soul was ours combined, your purifying mine
I’ve tried so many times to recreate my perfect soul
Every time I’ve failed, causing my soul to become more disgusting
I beg to you restore my soul to its former glory
Not for me but so you can once more see all that you loved



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