So, I have breathed life into it by re-writing it with a slight re-working of the words.
I spent an hour in my garden today in the mist and mizzle. It was fab. Good to get a bit of oxygen back into the lungs. I planted a dozen fox gloves, 3 varieties which i brought on from seed last autumn. Just hope the bloody slugs leave off =)
Mar 11, 11:53AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
The world is full of people whose notion of a satisfactory future is, in fact, a return to the idealised past.
– Robertson Davies
what do I want? more care free time. But care freeness is a state of mind, not a change of home or routine. I have everything I need..I think the key to my happiness is stopping the constant striving for something else and more about changing my state of mind.
Bought a book on happiness and also one about ‘flow’ I have a theory that if I can do something that produces flow and find a way of dejunking my mind I will be less stressed/more happy.
thats the theory anyway
Mar 11, 11:17AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I have been having recent fantasies, they have coloured my waking thoughts and some of my dreams
I have been trying to suppress those thoughts, but like trying not to see the hole cordoned off with silk rope, or the purple elephant in the room….the imaginings have not gone away
they are ancient trumpet calls from the edge from the other side
fractions of myself, parallel soul shades, ethereal, like looking through glass, an image on glass
I need to let my fantasies roam, wander, take purchase and come back with food
My under world, my over world
I was trying to suppress my fantasies but I now realise it was my soul
My soul wanted to remind me how to dream again
Feb 26, 01:40PM PST | 4 cheers | 0 comments