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I’ve been on the protein diet for about 3 weeks now. I’m beginning to see some results and my colleagues tell me I’ve lost weight too. The trouble is, I’ve been on a long holiday the past 1 month and I had lots of time to prepare my meals. Now that work has started, I’m too tired and busy to prepare meals. The past 2 days, I’ve gotten home too late and I’ve ended up eating things that I’m not supposed to while on this diet. The main reason is because I haven’t been planning my meals. Well I’m remembering a saying that goes “If you fail to plan, you plan to fail.” That’s true for diets at least. Today when I get home, I want to make something healthy for me to eat. I also want to cook something and leave it in the fridge so that I can take it to work tomorrow for lunch. Planning… planning..

I’m bored again. I’m stuck at home alone with my mum. I don’t know why I feel so much resentment towards her. But I don’t want to feel these things. I want to be happy and keep her happy too. And i do want to have things to do. I’ve joined farmville on facebook and trying to keep myself occupied there. But I do agree that I need more than just farmville. Work’s starting next week anyway. So I won’t be bored anymore. What can I do when I get bored? Maybe I should plan ahead and have things to do before I even get bored. Like make some plans to meet up with some frens, or go shopping. Whatever… that makes me happy and keeps me occupied. If not, I’ll sit at home and be upset with everything and everyone. Life is too short to be spent this way. I’ll try and love my mum for now.. sigh and smiles

I love the sea! It’s so beautiful.. and it’s a fantastic feeling to feel the water against my skim. I love the beach.. But too often I’m sitting at home waiting for someone to go to the beach with.. I’m making it my new year resolution to learn a sea sport.. because i love the sea.. why am i depriving myself of something that I love so much?