i feel a little embarassed writing this. this is a crazy score! but it’s the one that i want. is it possible? sure, but i requires ALOT of hard work. many have tried to break the 260 barrier. many have failed. i have this tiny voice in my heart telling me i could do it. but i also have these huge waves of fear, these attacks saying “what the hell do you think you’re doing?” or “who the hell do you think you are??” LOL. anyway, i’m putting it out there. i am declaring my intention to the universe. i am not afraid to put in the time and hard work. i claim this goal as mine and i thank the universe in advance for it. :)
Jun 28, 10:25PM PDT | 0 comments
i have mixed emotions about this. on the one hand, i am terrified that everything i write is garbage. on the other, i long to express these visions that occasionally flash into my mind. i have incredible respect for the classical and contemporary greats whose words dance elegantly across the page. do i have anything else to contribute? i have stopped short of 100 pages. life has gotten so busy lately. how do i get back to it? is it possible to recapture this fascinating world?
Jun 28, 10:05PM PDT | 0 comments
what do i say about this? a few years ago i would’ve never dreamed of having this goal. i have loved and lost since then. even more importantly, i have learned so much about myself. so where is he? am i somehow blocking this from happening (subconsciously)? am i seeking the impossible? i see so many failed relationships around me, so many dysfunctional ones too. despite that, i still cling to the hope that there is a decent, generous, loving, and supportive man out there for me…
Jun 28, 09:53PM PDT | 0 comments
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