only seems like a dream. but i’ve been thinking about it for maybe 12 years now. i keep thinking that one day i will actually take the steps towards this goal.
sadiya's Life List
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1. go to Heaven
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2. be happy
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3. live passionately
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4. Help mom retire
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5. be a standup comedian
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6. Learn to play the guitar
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7. learn to mountain bike
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8. Photography
1 entry . 4 cheers598 people -
9. open a cafe
1 cheer276 people -
10. have normal sleep hours
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11. travel
1 entry . 1 cheer8,751 people -
12. build a house with habitat for humanity
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13. make an animated cartoon
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14. learn to love myself
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15. Reconnect with God
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16. get my life together
1 entry206 people -
17. believe in love
1 cheer127 people -
18. Save $10,000
1 entry403 people -
19. do the things on my to do list
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20. learn to meditate
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21. be financially responsible
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22. write and illustrate a children's book
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23. learn sign language
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24. Be a better friend
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25. write a book
1 entry30,183 people
Recent entries
i wrote down my idea in point form. it’s not developed but i think it’s a really neat story. but i’m not in a place right now to write. i have no motivation for anything and i’m scared this is just going to be another dream that just sits on my list of 43 things. blah.
I’ve spent most, if not all, of my life hating myself. loathing myself. I don’t even know where to begin with this goal. I’m clenching so hard on everything (mostly negative) I don’t know how or where to loosen my grip. blekh.
