Its funny how you can live 19 years of life and only remember one memory more than others… i remember being in 9th grade and getting in an argument with this girl- who called my fat, stupid and ugly… its stuck with me for sooo long- and i’m really starting to think that i am… i hate how i look and i hate myself… no one wants me, i’m better off … well i won’t go there…
sahnie82's Life List
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1. forgive a guy who hurt me
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2. have a closer relationship with God
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3. get over an addiction
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4. control her emotions
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5. manage her diabetes
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6. make a positive impact on this world
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7. become a vegetarian
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8. fall in real, true, deep love!
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9. play a piano piece in front of people
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10. speak fluent spanish
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11. have better relationships
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12. remain a virgin till i get married!
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13. write a book
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14. travel to Europe
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15. be a missionary
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16. sing in public
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17. be loved
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18. study the Bible
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19. go to Heaven
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20. clean my room
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21. fall in a love with a latino
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22. find my purpose in life
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23. travel the world
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24. paint
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25. touch lives
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26. kiss in the rain
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27. see Oprah
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28. be healthy
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29. exercise at once a week
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30. live in the country side
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31. Not feel ugly
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32. be satisfied with my life
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33. drink more water
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34. swim in the Deep Sea
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35. not care what people think
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36. be reliable
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37. have a clear complexion
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38. live passionately
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39. have my first kiss
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40. decide on a career
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41. have healthy hair
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42. learn to be responisible for my own feelings not any one elses
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43. stop obsessing
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Recent entries
i hate being ugly...
2 years ago
I love Spanish... Amo Espanol o Espanol Amo? :o)
2 years ago
Hola mi amigas y amantes de espanol! Espero aprendes espanol rapido asi pudemos conversar en espanol… (i have no clue if that’s right but i was trying to say… “Hi my friends and lovers of spanish. I hope you learn Spanish fast so we can converse (talk) in spanish. Pues… estoy aprendiendo! Bueno Suerte!
I refuse to waste my time!
2 years ago
Ever since i can remember, i’ve always been concerned- overly concerned with what people think. I’ve been silent when i really wanted to speak up, i’ve smiled when inside i was crying, i kissed peoples behinds (not literally) for the sake of “friendship”... I refuse to any longer. I will no longer be silent, i am beautiful, i am creative, and i deserve to be respected-


