saidsadly

February’s are always the worst, I just never thought it’d be this bad. Two and a half weeks ago my fiance was out of town for work. And he had an affair. I never thought he would do this. I didn’t think he was that kind of guy. My whole world just came tumbeling down. He told me he was with some one else and I didn’t ask him any questions about it. I didn’t want to rub any more salt in the wound. Now I am obsessed with it. I want to forgive him, but i just don’t understand why it happened. I trusted him with every part of me. i don’t know how to deal with this.