saltydoc

7oz from 3 white widow plants 75% female. dont grow from seed in your ditch weed bag. why are you buying pot with seeds in it anyhow? buy your seeds from Amsterdam. it takes about 4-6 months to grow depending on how much yield you want and the type. I used 15 long floros in an a-frame shape, 5 gallon buckets, only use organic fertilizers, fans, all in my closet. Beware, plants will smell very very potant when flowering. unless you have an exhaust outside. there is no hiding the smell. as soon as you open the door to your house it will hit you like a brick. smells good though. I was a throughly enjoyable experiance and i haven’t had to buy for 5 years thanks to my vacuum sealer. good luck to all and curing it after harvest is a must! one last thing, give to your friends and never sell it. don’t be a fkn dealer.

I tried this once on the east coast but ended up with a bunch of mold. I must try again now that i’m living in the desert.

I prefer shrooms over Syd. it’s more of an organic trip, but both are good. smoking weed is a must when comming down from either.

Achieving my previous goals should take care of this one so I’ll just have to wait and see before I start taking different steps to cure it. I’s only light to moderate depression and comes on strongest in the morning when i’m still in bed. It mostly feels like a groundhog day syndrome, because i’m not moving forward in my life. I probably shouldn’t take this one so lightly but, all of my other problems of which are now goals to work on are probably the cause.

Fortunately, I only have one credit card debt at 11% interest but, those monthly payments should be going into my savings account. 17 months to go on my car loan (4.2%). School loan will take forever but, I can earn higher interest on investments.

Yes, I blame my ADD for this one. I am currently reading a book on ADD friendly ways to organize my life and another one on achieving daily focus. This will need the most work of all my other goals because even when I get everything organized it falls apart within a day or two. I am currently in the process of developing a strategy for this.

I don’t really enjoy smoking pot recreationally anymore. Sadly, I have found that it causes me a lot of anxiety and social withdrawal. It used to make movies, videogames and other things more enjoyable but, after a long time of use I’m just getting bored with it. So why am I not going to quit? Have you ever heard the saying “test in the same state (of mind) you studied in”? Well I believe that since I spent most of my highly important adolescent development time (16-18 years old) on pot, this is the only way for me to reflect on the thoughts, ideas and concepts developed at this period of life of which greatly influenced my future life and also played a major role in my character and personality formation. I’ll just leave it at that. I am really open for debate on this idea.

Responsible cannabis consumption is no more than once a week. I have studied that this amount is acceptable for its spiritual benefits. Moderation in life is key.

This is probably the best solution to achieve my other goals. It helps with depression, ADD, social anxiety, fatigue, stress reduction, mental clarity/ focus, and just feels good.

I would like to limit my drinking to only social situations. And in these situations I will limit my intake and not give into my social anxiety. Lately, I’ve been drinking frequently (~4 nights a week) at home for these reasons:
- Winding down from my highly intense days at work.
- Suppressing my onslaught of thoughts and brain fatigue caused by ADD and said work.
- Socializing (or coping) with my roommate when I just want to be alone.
- Avoiding organizational tasks or suppressing the guilt for not doing these things.
- Occasionally, I’m just bored.