Mandy

i never done this yet in my whole life! i’m scared of blood and other wound or anything that includes human blood and i dont really know how this works. But i will put this as one of goal, i want to make it. i will make a way to do this goal. soon.

being in a graduate school is kinda scary and the same time very exciting. scary because you have this fear like if you can make until the end, like there is so much to be done, and it is a long way to go there and fear that you might fail. But exciting also because you get to learn more, you get more information, knowledge and best of all you meet people. People that you get to know while you’re studying and they give you more inspiration to learn. At my first day at school, we have this thing “introduce yourself” thing, and while everyone is introducing themselves, i can’t help but admire them. most of them are older than me, with family and more experienced, and i looked at each one of them with awe, like “wow, these people are awesome!” and then my turn, and i was like “uhm,..so i am___ and..blah” and after the class i realized so many things and felt intimidated. i dont know how to explain it but i felt less about myself, it feels bad but right now as i get to know them more, i am more like confident that I CAN also! im more inspired to study, and i am more excited about it, tho i get still scared but i know i can, i can do it until i get my MA degree. :)

i’ve put this goal in the my “given up” before to the thought that i will never achieve this. But last month, i woke up one morning and i was like “i want to go back to school and have my MA degree” so i tried checking schools and then this is it! passed the entrance exam, got enrolled and on Saturday is my first day of MA school. I will take MBA, so good luck to me :D