I guess it’s just taking a while. The ideas are there and the theories are sound, I’m just not sure what stops me from following through with them.
I’m starting to think that I may be a compulsive self sabotager.
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Become Financially Independent
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live passionately
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decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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use my time more effectively.
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blog
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Say "no" every time i feel like it and not feel guilty
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live by the ocean
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move to London
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Make love outside in the rain
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start a photo journal - take at least a photo a day to represent my life
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Live Without Fear
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Drive Route 66
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have an old fashioned romance
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figure out who I am
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see the northern lights
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I guess it’s just taking a while. The ideas are there and the theories are sound, I’m just not sure what stops me from following through with them.
I’m starting to think that I may be a compulsive self sabotager.
It finally came to a crunch when I had to move out of my old apartment and downsize into a single room at my cousin’s place. It’s amazing how much stuff you can part with if you have to.
Having said that though – I did have to get rid of some things that I really miss, but it feels fantastic to be travelling this light.
Definitely worth doing!
but I don’t care! I want to fall madly in love with a tall dark handsome guy who falls madly in love with me. I want us to go on beautiful dates to nice restaurants and have picnics in the park, or stroll by the seine in the moonlight.
Yes it might be unrealistic but it’s not impossible. I want an old fashioned love with a guy who wears fantastic suits and brings me flowers. I know that life doesn’t stay like that but for once I’d love to have a relationship start out that way.