I'm doing 18 things
it’s tomorrow, i feel so heavy with this. i don’t know what i expect will happen but it feels like the end of the world…..
sammylou's Life List
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1. be okay about turning 30
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2. lose 40 pounds by april 2007
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3. move to a nicer flat
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4. visit distant friends more often
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5. paint pictures again
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6. go to a music festival this summer
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7. see as many places as possible
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8. Be debt free within 18 months
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9. Learn Spanish
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10. spend next christmas at a ski resort
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11. save to go travelling
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12. have a city flat and country home
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13. Work in the South Pole
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14. see a wild panda
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15. people to think i'm intelligent
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16. go back to lone pine
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17. stop procrastinating, or at least procrastinate constructively
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18. keep in touch with friends
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in less than a month I will turn 30.
I want to be ok with this and thought I was until about 6 months ago. It’s freaking me out and I wish it wouldn’t. Why is it? I have finally got my career sorted, I completed my degree in the summer and landed a super fab job that pays really well. still, i don’t feel i have acomplished all that i thought i would by 30.
Maybe it’s the marriage and baby thing, maybe i think i should have done these by now. I know i don’t really want them by now but wonder if I’ll ever get them. This frightens me.
