The only times I’ve done lap dances was when I was drunk. It was for entertainment, but there was never anyone on the chair. Hehe. Not drunk enough for that.
I’ve been practicing lately with new moves. Now, I’m just waiting to test it out on my friend-with-benefits.
Sep 08, 07:20AM PDT | 0 comments
I had quit for three years. After the break-up with my ex of 5 years, I picked it up again, and I haven’t been able to stop ever since. I’ve been chainsmoking for 3 months now. I want to quit all over again.
Jul 19, 2012, 03:57PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Tried the new workouts in the NTC update.
Dec 29, 2011, 06:48PM PST | 0 comments
I submitted an application to International House Bangkok last week, and had my interview today. It went pretty well, even though I didn’t answer one question correctly the first time. I’ll be getting an acceptance letter soon. Now to take care of the passport & visa, do some additional reading/studying, and take the course.
Sep 19, 2011, 09:24PM PDT | 0 comments
I’ve got my plane ticket booked, and I’ll be in Thailand for a month! I leave in 9 days. This shall be marked complete after I touch down.
Aug 13, 2011, 03:43AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
We started out as friends with benefits. Then we got serious. He went back to the States. I still live in the Philippines. We’re still together. We always try to make time for each other online every day through chat, skype or offline messages.
I don’t know when we’ll be together. I’ve got a job and lifestyle that I like; moving halfway across the world is a big risk for me. I have to be completely dependent on him, which scares the crap out of me. I would break this off if I had a hint that he is leading me on. So far, he’s not. He wants me to move in with him. Legally, that would be difficult. I’m not considering marriage as a legal way because I have too much pride for that.
I’m still in love with him though, so I’d take that risk. If it doesn’t work out, I can make a novel out of it.
Sep 03, 2010, 07:47PM PDT | 0 comments
I don’t keep up with the trends anymore. Not for several months now. I’ve never bought my own phone or laptop. They were hand-me-downs, and they still work great. I haven’t shopped for clothes or stuff (except a water-proof pack) since April this year. I hardly wear makeup. I stopped using SLS, so I only wash my hair with organic shampoo once a week. I quit smoking 5 months ago (still going strong), and I stopped going to drinking parties since last week. I cook a lot now, and I’m loving it. I’ve purged from 442 things to 186. I’m hoping to reach 100 before I move halfway across the world.
I’m still far from my ideal simple life, but I’m much happier now.
Sep 02, 2010, 08:43PM PDT | 5 cheers | 0 comments
Almost 5 months. Still marking this done after 6 months.
Started cold turkey with yoga and working out as ways to curb the cravings in the first 3 months. The cravings are rarely there, even when I’m drinking with chain smokers. I like my new simple lifestyle.
Aug 22, 2010, 01:39PM PDT | 3 cheers | 0 comments
I’m on my last day (Yoga X) and I skipped it because I was late for work. Also, I kind of hate Yoga X.
I never did the chin-ups and pull-ups part, but I always exerted on the other sets to make up for it. I didn’t follow the diet plan, but I did limit carb, sugar, and dairy intake. Overall, I still see results. I’m loving my legs. I’m doing this all over again, and this time I won’t skip a day.
Aug 19, 2010, 07:56PM PDT | 0 comments
3 months and 8 days. I’m marking this as done after 6 months.
How many of you still dream about smoking in your sleep? During stressful times, I still do. I practically chain-smoke in my dreams. Right after I wake up, I panic for a split second or so. I realize it was just a nightmare. Then I feel better for the rest of the day. Does that still happen to you, ex-smokers? How did you feel?
Jul 03, 2010, 01:33PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I started four months ago … not three. I prepared, psyched, and practiced in the first month. I didn’t just cut down. I changed the way I lived, ate, and socialized. A month later, I took a week-long vacation in isolation and stopped.
It’s liberating to have control over your urges. It’s the one thing I know that I have complete control over in my life. No one else. I’ve done it, and I am still doing it.
Jun 23, 2010, 06:00PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I never thought I would get this far. People at work are shocked to hear that I’m still going strong without it and without cessation aids. I like making them feel like they fail at tempting me to go back to smoking. I can stand around smokers and not be tempted anymore.
I just started on the P90X because I have more energy now.
May 23, 2010, 05:42PM PDT | 3 cheers | 2 comments
- playing with my dog Uma
- chatting with TB
- waking up and looking awesome in the mirror
- reading blogs
- sleeping
- sleeping-in
- doing asanas in the morning
- admiring the results of decluttering
- foot rubs
- feeling clean after a shower
- cold glass of strawberry juice
- making dough
- sharing a pizza with TB
- eggs benedict for breakfast
- dancing with a friend on the street
- grocery shopping
- watching people
- long conversations
- messing with excel sheets
- cold weather
- writing in calligraphy
- long naps with TB
- peace and quiet
- walking by shop windows and not feel the need to buy anything
- climbing the stairs at work and not get tired
- air-drumming to music
- sudoku
- making Rice Krispies Treats
- origami
- blending smoothies
- telling stories
- thumb-wrestling
- finishing a to-do on my 43things list
- playing with puppies
- sitting on my other dog, Spooky
- swimming
- each passing day that I don’t smoke
- baking oatmeal cookies
- repairing an old piece of clothing and making it into something new
- making someone laugh hard
- getting better at writing with my left hand
- not wearing makeup
- compliments about my looks when I’m not wearing makeup
- doing supta matsyendrasan
- street food trips
- playing Tic-Tac-Toe with a friend
- office pranks to cheer coworkers up
- breaks outside the office
- purging a belonging after “letting-go”
- hugs
- drawing
- jump rope
- playing board games with friends
- knowing the lyrics to a song
- transcribing drum tabs to a song
- getting holidays off from work
- roasting marshmallows
- hearing those 3 words
- making love
- the wind in my hair
- taking candid shots of people
- dress comfortable but sloppy and still get compliments
- daydreaming
- seeing a dog’s tail wag when they see me
- singing along to an old-skool song with friends
- celebrating graduation with trainees
- wearing pajamas all day
- making and drinking lemonade
- online chats with my dad and sis
- more space in my closet
- the smell of sauteed garlic and onions
- doing something nice for someone
- trying new recipes
- washing my face before and after bed
- a day to myself
- creative projects
- watching reruns of favorite shows
- organizing my closet
- lots of cream on desserts
- burping louder than my friends
- repairing stuff
- seeing a person do an act of kindness for a stranger
- cooking for TB
- graveyard shifts
- bare desktops and shelves
- squishing my toes in sand and water
- pinching the nape of people’s necks
- pinching chubby cheeks
- watching Uma sleep and dream
- rolling around in bed
- chopping fruits and vegetables
- smelling peppermint
- starting a new project
- exploring
- sitting outside and listening to nature
- random messages from old friends saying they miss me
- feeling needed when I get asked for help
- trimming my own hair
- eating a crepe
- giving away something that would be more useful to someone and makes them happy
Apr 17, 2010, 01:48AM PDT | 0 comments
I did yoga for over a year when I was going to the gym but I stopped going 2 years ago because I was in debt. I’m not renewing my gym membership but I started yoga again to aid smoking cessation. The breathing exercises help combat the urges. My body hasn’t forgotten the postures and I can go at my own pace. Another motivator is that this is a great way for me to achieve and cross off 4 more items on my list of 43 things.
Mar 30, 2010, 10:40PM PDT | 0 comments
I’m still going to the gym. I’m stronger now and I finally have some meat in my body.
Jan 08, 2008, 11:48PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Sat for 5 hours at the salon to get it done. I miss my wavy hair but at least I did it.
Jan 08, 2008, 11:46PM PST | 0 comments
I kept putting it off since last year because I didn’t wanna leave. Now that plans have changed (parents and mine), I figure leaving the country next year is the best option I have. Finally I went down to the travel agency to register for renewal. My new passport will be arriving on May 1.
Apr 17, 2007, 08:59PM PDT | 0 comments
I always thought I couldn’t fall in love again, especially after getting out of a long term one. Then I tried the “friends with benefits” thing with a friend I have known for 4 years. It failed because I got attached. So did he. We’re official now.
Mar 19, 2007, 09:02AM PDT | 0 comments
I abstained myself for 5 years. Never had to deal with the paranoia of missing a period or the scare of getting STDs. My decision to put an end to my abstinence was for personal reasons. I wanted the next one to be special and it was and still is. :)
Nov 08, 2006, 05:07AM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
I returned after 19 years and I feel retarded for not being able to speak my native tongue. 3 years later, I can understand some but I’m still hopeless at it.
Oct 21, 2005, 06:09AM PDT | 0 comments