Well I’ve obviously relapsed. So again my number one goal is remission. I’m back on prednisone for the time being. Hopefully that along with an increase in my other meds will kick my ass back to the “R” word!
I always have hope.
I have a horrible habit of starting crossword puzzles and never finishing them. I finally sat down and finished an entire crossword puzzle. I AM PROUD.
I finally made it!! I’m back in classes and on the way to finally finishing university!
Looking at all the textbooks and impeding essays and exams makes me goes “What the hell am I thinking?!?” but in the end I think it’ll be more than worth the effort.
I caught the picnic bug in France this spring and now I can’t stop! I’ve even had picnics alone in my backyard!! I love it! I can really enjoy the food outside. It’s so relaxed and calm.
Must learn more about organic gardening… I don’t want to use any pesticides. Will study this winter in preparation for lots of yummy veggies next summer!
Classes start next week! I’ve paid my tuition!!! I’m almost there!!! Nothing will stop me now :)
It’s funny.. I keep coming back to this. I been ridiculously hard on myself lately when I really shouldn’t be. I have to try and remember that I’ve turned by life around in the last year. My life may not look like I thought it would but I’m doing okay. I’ve managed to make it to remission once (even though I’m not there anymore), I made my dream of traveling to France happen and now I’m starting my number one priority next week, university. I’ve done all that and then some in just a year. Pretty damn good Sarah!! You’re your own hero!! GIVE YOURSELF SOME CREDIT!
I found a tiny little knitting group at work that gets together every Wednesday. I love the friendships that come from knitting :)
I’ve been accepted to university and now I’m just waiting to register. Also applying for a scholarship. I have a funny gut feeling I might get it!
I walked in my barefeet across the grass in front of the Eiffel Tower :) sigh wonderful…
I made my remission goal and got my prize, Paris!! It is the most beautiful city I’ve seen.. so far!! So much to see, beautiful art, music, fantastic food!!! No major medical issues either!! Where will I go next?
I’ve been watching the most ridiculous movies over the past few months. I have never laughed so much or been more happy!
“What? You pooped in the refrigerator? And you ate the whole… wheel of cheese? How’d you do that? Heck, I’m not even mad; that’s amazing. How ‘bout we get you in your p.j.’s and we hit the hay.”
Woo hoo! I participated in Earth Hour and I’ve now joined The Good Life by WWF. http://thegoodlife.wwf.ca
It tracks my environmentally friendly-ness by how many kilograms of greenhouse gases I save. Reducing your meat intake by 50% for one year will save 250 kg of greenhouse gases!!
90% of people with Crohn’s Disease will need surgery at least once in their lifetime. I am determined to be in the 10%!
I get frustrated or bored and throw it aside. When I stick to it for more than a couple days, I really get going. MUST KNIT MORE OFTEN!
I finally started doing this and the reason why hit me like someone slapped me across the face with a big fish. When I write these things down and I look for them more. I look for beautiful music, inspiring quotes and so on in my everyday life now. I’ve become more aware of the beauty in the world everyday because I look for it :)
I need to stop and listen to music more. I forget to.. or play it in the backgroud while I’m doing something else. I stretched out on my floor the other day and just listened to my music.. it was amazing how inspired I felt afterwards. MUST DO MORE OFTEN!
