This sounds different then what it means. I really need to let go of past issues, and stop being jealous of anyone I think is better then me or think my husband thinks is better then me. I need to find complete content and exceptance for myself and within myself, because if you are ever let with no one, the one person that will always be there is yourself. So I need to redirect my energy into learning to love myself and understand what a wonderful person I can be on my own. Just like everyone should do.
savannah429's Life List
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1. Try out 43 Things
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2. be more caring of others
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3. pay more attention to my cats
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4. learn how to speak german
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5. be a better mommy
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6. love people who deserve to be loved
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7. let go and have some fun
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8. get over being jealous and love myself no matter what anyone else thinks
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9. go camping and learn to be one with nature
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10. learn how to paint and make art
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11. help my husband create a film
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12. be a better house cleaner
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13. read the bible everyday
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14. get a job
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15. get skinny
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16. be anxiety and panic attack free!
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17. live life to the fullest
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I took my classes to get my STNA, but I have never gotten up the guts to take my state test, so I can get a descent job. So my goal is to actually take the test till I pass it and then go from there. I need a job I am only 21 yeas old and have a three year old, I need some time for something I enjoy nad can make money! Soo…...........working on it
I had a panic attack once about a year and a half ago, I thought I was dying, and it was for no reason at all. Ever since then I get panic attacks quite often, sometimes I wake up with them, sometimes Im just relaxing and get one, they come out of nowhere and no matter what I always think Im going to die. I take klonopins for it, but I want to get off the drugs and be anxiety free. I am trying a method called the Lindon method, I think it is helping but Im not sure. If anyone wants to talk about there anxiety issues and how scary it really is just leave a comment.
